3 chapter 1 - daffodils
*Xavier pov*
it's morning and my day started I wake up and look at the mirror wondering if anything changed about me . . . but again ... same darkcircles under my eyes from stressful night and same stupid look I always ask this one thing while looking at myself "if only I looked a little more pretty would I have been confident enough..." I walked into the bathroom got ready for school and had my breakfast a slice of bread with an egg and walked out to school after 10 minutes I reached at school but stood there in awe " haa... as usual this school never cease to make me feel uncomfortable it's really marvelous and too much for me *internal tears*" and I walked into the school as usual there were decipline staff members there (group of people who helps the school to check students way of clothing and other neetness) they gave panishment for those students who didn't obey the school rules and I also got adviced to wear my uniform properly they let it go since they knew the reason why my clothes are as clean as other students
I ran into the school after a long time advice since they took up too much of time once I reached the class I ran towards my desk to sit down but I realised that they seemingly scribbled in my desk... as I said before ... I get bullied very often and it's one of their way they stare draggers upon me whenever they look at me because I am a biggest eyesore for them and they feel like beating me whenever they get to ... nevermind that... I sat down on my seat and our homeroom teacher came by for the morning attendence he took attendence and said " okay children its good to see you all once again in a fresh new day ,, today as the first day of a fresh new month we got new maths teacher since we got alot of reports from students stating him being abusive he got expelled" as he talked while waiting for our first period teacher to come by *door slide* we all turned around to look who it is as we would do whenever someone opens the door our homeroom teacher got to the man who stood by the entrance "oh my I guess you are the new maths teacher?? good then I will take my leave" as our home room teacher left our new math teacher came in wrote down his name and introduced himself " hi dear students... I'm Mark Jahbulan your new maths teacher pleased to meet you " and the class started to murmur as we would all do when we hear a new or weird name and I did that too " hmm .. "sir jahh jahbulon?" "pfft " and I heard it some one trying to hold back their laughter when I tried to pronounce his name then the teacher who was standing by corrected me that I supposed to say "jahhabulan rather jahbulon" oops seems like I tried to pronounce his name out loud?! so I said "I'm sorry sir and lowered my head" he replied " it's okay that's a commen mistake" he smiled warmly before starting the class and I thought "guess he isn't that bad"
lunch time
now its lunch time for us exactly 20 minutes before our next section we all went up to cafeteria to have our lunch people can bring their own food or eat in cafeteria but to utalize that place we must pay some amount with it since I got scholarship they took care of it too and is able to get access to it but as we know we can't have free lunch in a cafeteria filled with quality food right. . . there were these bullies who had always bullied me and made sure that I dont eat even a little bit of the food I got there and it happened today too but this time I'm Angry and. . . disappointed because I expected the new teacher who saw them bullying me to help me out as he was present in that scene and noticed everything which happened but... it seems like he planned to ignore it?...guess I expected too much from him after that conversation in class... *sign* pfft I heard the bully laugh all of a sudden then Luni said "did u by chance think.. he would rescue you?!" "don't worry it won't happen" he whispered in my hear from then on my mind went blank... isn't that a commen reaction?...
now its evening 4:00pm I walked out of the school perfectly fine but still I couldn't take off that scene off my mind.. I unconsciously walked near a river bank without even knowing that "*snaps out* h-huh how did I get here-?" hmm... never mind I sat by the river bank thinking about what happened I turned towards my left and spotted a lonely daffodil flower I plucked it up "don't you feel lonely... all alone next to a river bank with everything new around and no one of the species of you? haa have I finally lost my mind?! chatting with you something that can't even reply... but still.. I envy you... I envy how u bloomed so well even in an unknown surrounding with everything new... I WISH TO BE YOU" and I walked away with the flower which I plucked there
then I finally cam back home "I'm back" I said as if there were someone other than me in that house when I know I live alone ,, I went up to my room got changed and Shaw my school bag hence I opened my bag to study I took the math book to start off with I took out my mechanical pencil and started to do the problems from one of the chapters I did it for nearly 2 minutes then again I stared at the blank sheet thinking about what is happening around me everyday long *sign* again I can't do what I wish to when will I even be able to change my life style... I went straight to the bed without having my dinner I knew that it would take very long for me to sleep hence I wanted to take care of my health since I can't take care of my educational things.... I went to my bed "oh I forgot the flower I plucked near the river bank" I found it near my bag took a cup pored water in it and placed it in my desk near my bed and slept
next day morning
I woke up got ready as always and walked to to the school half mindedly since my thoughts were lingering around about I dream I had yesterday I don't remember every thing but I do remember my self in a dark room and a Man walking toward me I saw him but I don't remember how he looked like since it was dark out there he suddenly started to mutter... but I don't get what he wanted to say... but I remember one part ... he said "thank you... you saved me from my long darkness.. it's time for me to help you... you can change yourself you can become something NEW " ... I walked stright while thinking about it . half a way I met the bullies I walked by them without think to be honest I deliberately took the long route over short once so that I could avoid them I even tried to fix my time early to not bump into them but unfortunately I did today I knew that I'm gonna be bet up for sure but I can't do anything about it I squeezed my eyes as they were about to hit me *creek... flash* I opened my eyes fast as I saw something run in my brain ... I saw Luni looking at me with his eyes wide open it was like if... he saw something new? like a dangerous host ready to hunt down its prey?! "h-hey what are you dilly dallin run away before I hit you" he said with fearful look and I walked away while thinking "what is going on here so confusing ahh seriously couldn't understand a thing"
Author note :
here I wanted to share that as we pass to next passage the next scenario starts . which is each passage contains each period of time in a day our mc spends.
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