Adrian's POV :
I grab my right hand with my left palm, as it hurts me like it's been shot with fire in each knuckle. I forgot that that my fucking hands are still healing from last time when I broke my the window with my bare knuckles, and now my cuts are disgustingly opened and bleeding all over again, the only different now is that I don't have Jess kneeling beside me to take care of me.
My sweet fucking life, my kind beautiful world, my sane reality, my just moon, please be gentle with me and be as pure and unique as Jessica. Heal me and my ugly bleeding hands completely as fast as you could, and please hear my sinnful prayers now and always, my dear eternal friends. I'm so unlucky right now that my only savior and healer is asleep for a long uncertain time, so I really need you by my side to replace her irreplaceable company.