42 Reason of carrying on

"Baby?"

She flinched when he tried to reach for her hand. "I'm sorry. I think I d-disturb you."

Lalo itong lumapit upang mas klaradong makita siya. "Yes, you do," he drawled. His massive built almost covered her vision from the table.

She looked up to meet his gaze. He didn't mean to be looked dangerous because of his deep sets of eyes, but right now was different. His soulful eyes mirrored his affection for her. How he craved for her touch.

He sensually caressed her jawline. "You're so... beautiful," he whispered.

Napapikit siya nang maramdaman ang mainit nitong haplos mula sa loob ng kanyang roba. The tingling sensation were searing all over her body. She can't withstand from his tempting touch.o

She inhaled slowly when his rough hand find its way to her lower abdomen, creeping up to her proud hills. The warmness of it makes her head churned and gets hungry for more. Awang ang mga labi, idinilat niya ang mga mata nang bumagsak ang suot niyang roba sa paanan. And in a swift moved his strong arms enclosed their gap, while the other one was slowly caressing her nape. "You are so irresistible." He hungrily claimed her lips.

Kusang pumalupot ang kanyang mga kamay sa leeg nito. Ang mainit at nakakalasing nitong halik ay nagpapahina sa kanyang mga hita. This is his effect to her. He makes her frail and sensitive.

Binuhat siya nito upang paupuin sa mesa. The loud noise wakes her up from reality. She was naked, wet, and ready for him.

They were both gasping when they stared at each other. She can visibly see the fire in his eyes, and the need for more.

Am I dreaming? She thought as her finger traced off his perfect sculptured nose. Marahan niyang pinatakan iyon ng mumunting halik.

Malik closed his eyes for a few and opened again. His jaw clenched hard, showing restraint but her power over him won the battle.

Gumanti ito ng halik sa kanya. Mas malalim, mainit at mapusok. His lips left hers when he found her nipple.

"Malik, Ah!" She let out a long moan when he licked it like a hungry baby for his missing candy. Her back arched when his both hands sensually rubbed her delicate curves. It was very foreign and the sensation was bringing her to cloud nine. Kumapit siya sa balikat nito upang kumuha ng suporta. Her body was falling and shaking from too much pleasure.

Hinila siya nito upang yakapin at muling angkinin ang kanyang mapupulang labi. This time, he was teaching her the kissed she never tried before. And she was trying to learn it right away. Leveling his desire and intensity.

Gumapang ang kamay nito sa kanyang hita, padausdos sa pagitan noon. He skillfully caressed her bud, drawing a circle on it.

Pinulahan siya ng pisngi. Lalo nang maramdaman ang unti-unting pagbaon ng daliri nito. She felt her juice filled his finger as it teased deeper. Namumungay ang mga matang tumitig siya rito. "Mahal kita, Malik."

In a short glimpsed of realization, she learned that Mrs. White was correct. Because of her feelings for him, when Malik comes back her agonizing resurgent. He doesn't know the whole truth. And she fears the result of revelation. She fears his reaction if he found out what happened back then.

Nangusap ang mga titig ni Malik patungo sa kanya. Lalo nang masdan nito ang buong kahubdan niya. "Beautiful."

Nahihiya niyang pinagdikit ang mga hita at napaawang ang labi dahil sa pagtanggal ni Malik ng t-shirt. His broad shoulder, elusive v, and chiseled six packs flexed when he crumpled his t-shirt and threw somewhere. Without breaking their gazed he removed his sweatpants, boxers, and even his underwear.

Isinara niya ang mga labi nang manatili ang kanyang mga titig sa pangkalalaki nito. She watched his arrogant move. When he passed through her  to remove all the things on the table; naked, massive and hot.

When he was done he stood in front of her.

Kinakabahan niyang nilunok ang iniisip at nagitla sa marahas na paghila nito sa mesa. "I want you to feel how much I love you, baby." He breathes, as he cupped the both sides of her face. Claiming her lips once more.

Mahinang ungol ang kumawala sa kanyang lalamunan ng sakupin ng dila nito ang kanya. Umaahon ang kakaibang pagnanasa sa bawat himaymay ng kanyang katawan.

Her heart pounded hard when his thick shaft touched her wet folds. It makes her scared, annoyed, and impatient, all at once.

Unti-unti siya inihiga nito. His tongue glided on her peek. Napakapit siya sa magkabilang kanto ng lamesa at nahihiyang ibinukang maigi ang mga hita.

He glowered on top of her and gave a good squeeze and delightful licked on both of her breast. She whimpered and let out a soft cry that becomes begging for more.

He held her tight and stared on her soaking cave. "I love you, baby." He kissed her again and slowly entered her.

Pumikit siya nang mariin sa sobrang sakit. Para siyang papel na napupunit.

"Relax your muscle." He whispered in between the struggle og occupying her and diverting the pain with his sensually touch on her nipple.

Mariin niyang tinitigan ang nag-aalab na pagnanasa at pagmamahal sa mata ni Malik. She closed her eyes and find the pleasure that was searing on his addicting touch.

Nang maukupa siya ni Malik at agad itong huminto.

Dumilat siya dahil doon. His worried and concerned eyes met her. She understands why. She smiled and rubbed his chest up to his nape, sensually.

Malik likes it so he closed his eyes when he felt his thirst ignited. Gumalaw ang balakang nito para sa mabagal na paglabas-masok. Habang nilalakbay ang bawat parte ng kanyang katawan.

Masarap na nakakaliyo iyon. "Ah!" She moaned when he hungrily licked on her proud hills.

"I have been longing for this body." He whispered as he grinded on top of her.

"Oh, Malik." Impit niyang sinabunutan ito sa buhok nang gumuhit ang klase-klaseng sensasyon. Pinikit niya ang mga mata at dinama ang katawan nilang nagsasalpukan.

"Yes, baby? Do you like that?" Hinigpitan nito ang hawak sa balakang niya at lalong binilisan ang paglabas-masok.

She stretched her back from the sensation that was forming on her heating body. Kusang gumapang ang parehas niyang kamay sa dibdib ni Malik. Nalalasing sa bawat init at sarap na pinapadama nito sa kanya.

Malik watched her carefully. "Are you coming?" He spread her legs wider to thrust harder and faster.

"Y-yeah!" Her toes curled for a split climax.

Malik's burning desire ignited. Inilagay nito ang parehas niyang kamay sa uluhan nang hindi tumitigil sa pag-ulos. He cupped her one breast and pounded on her wet cave simultaneously.

She bit her lower lip when bolts of electric shocked build once more. She deliriously closed her eyes and gasped from the overwhelming pleasure. "Malik! Ugh!" she cried out.

"That's right, baby. Feel me," he whispered to her ears.

Nanginginig ang buong katawan niya. At nang mawakawala sa pagkakahawak nito ay napasabunot siya sa buhok nito.

Malik watched her chest that was slowly bobbing. He is coming too. He held her tighter and jackhammered her; deeper, faster, and harder. Urgency was all over his dangerous eyes. He rocked her body in full blast. Namumula ang dibdib nito maging ang leeg. Until he growled when he reached his extremity. And slowly collapsed on top of her, while beads of sweat gushing all over his bodies.

"I'm so in love with you." He whispered, his head rested on her neck.

An utter pure silence filled their air when she closed her eyes. They stayed there for another few minutes.

When she finally feel all her strength comes back, she started rubbing his broad shoulder.

"Mahal na mahal kita, Malik. Noon pa man. Way back when I was sixteen years old."

Malik licked her salty nipple. "Really?" An amusement showed on his face when he looked at her. Agad itong umalis sa ibabaw niya para pulutin ang kanyang roba. Nang makalapit ay walang kahirap-hirap nitong hinila siya paupo. He helped her wear the robe and kissed her again.

"Oh, no. Give me a break." Natatawa niyang tinulak ito. She was about to say something when she got distracted when he lifted up like a newlywed.

Ibinaon niya ang mukha sa leeg nito at yumakap nang buong higpit. Bigla niyang naalala ang totoong pakay. Was it the right time? She swallowed real hard before she speaks, "I'm sorry."

"For what?" he asked promptly.

"I wanted to be your first, but-" She cut off her speech when Malik stopped from walking.

"W-what? I don't get you?" His forehead creased.

Saglit siyang pumikit at hinanda ang sarili sa maaaring reaction ni Malik. If he demanded her to leave, she will do it. What might he say could be the better decision? She will put all her trust in him.

"I'm not a virgin," she confirmed.

"It doesn't matter to me. You alone is enough for me." His drowsy eyes showed happiness and contentment. "And, baby, I broke the rubber. You're still a virgin."

Siya naman ngayon ang naguluhan. Paano nangyari iyon? Ang sakit na dulot nang pamimilit sa kanya ni Andrei ay naramdaman niya. Cielo even confirmed that her cream dress that night was full of blood. He raped her.

"My stepfather molested me that night. How was it possible that I'm - Ugh!" She was struggling to name what really happened to her during that nasty nightmare. She protruded her lips and closed her eyes to erase it all in her mind. And when she made it, she opened her eyes and met his.

Fear starts drawing on her chest when Malik's face become grim. He silently walked upstairs and laid her on the bed. He put his robe on his naked body before he sat beside her.

"He didn't successfully do it, huh. That fucker-" Hindi nito pinagpatuloy ang sasabihin dahil mariin nitong minasahe ang ilong. When he looked back at her, his menacing and dangerous eyes come back. "What is his name?"

Nagsimulang manginig ang labi niya sa takot at sa mga posibleng mangyari. She can visibly read in his eyes how he was very angry and he was just controlling it. "Nandidiri ka na ba sa akin niyan?" She asked her voice was shaking.

Sa isang iglap ay nangusap ang mga mata nito. He even pinched her quivering chin. "I'm not. I will never be. I'm just angry with your demon stepfather." Ngumiti ito ngunit hindi umabot sa mga mata. "Tell me his name, please?"

Agad siyang bumangon sa pagkakahiga. Umiling siya. "Ayokong mapahamak ka dahil sa akin."

He cupped his both face. "He corrupted your innocent life. He brought you to the darkness that you doesn't deserve. I can't stand that. Baby, you're my life and safe haven. I will not let anyone else, hurt you again."

She nodded her head but she didn't spill the beans totally. Lalapit siya kay Peachy. This case should be ended as soon as possible.