1 The beginning

I was nervous, I couldn't admit that to the people around me but the least I could do was admit it to myself. "This is crazy" I thought, would they really go through with sending me there. I wasn't supposed to have over heard my parents talking but I couldn't help it, their voice was loud and my dad insisted that I stay in the room beside theirs, "cheers to being the only daughter, Yee me!"

There was no one to talk to about this recent development and there was no one I could actually talk to asides from my brothers. But right now they are no where to be found.

I am nervous because what I am about to do I have never done before, I slowly opened the door to my cupboard, this moment felt like eternity, there was no time to decide what To where so I took out a normal grey and yellow night time gown, yes the weather is going to get colder and I would regret wearing a dress instead of trousers but like Alicia Cara said "beauty is pain and there is beauty in everything" well I will definitely still carry a sweater though, or more like a jeans jacket, just to keep the styling going.

As I put on my booths I thought again to my self "am I really doing this" my heart was racing with every step I made to achieving my main aim.

I took a look at my self in the mirror on last time and I casually walked out of my bedroom . I didn't want my parents to see my obviously but if they did, then who gives a shit!!. This is me definitely boosting myself up.

My house was moderately big, so if I made it past my parents room without them seeing me then I was safe to go on with my devilish scheme. If you hadn't guessed by now then I would do you the honors of spelling it out. I am definitely trying to sneak out of the house .

Why wouldn't I? I have been locked up in this house for years doing everything like a good little champ that I am for my parents and they want to ship me off to some annoying school, I've heard things about that place and I tell you. It definitely isn't for me. I am a grown ass woman and I can make decisions for myself thank you. So I am going to prove that to them by making the decision to leave the house by…. Checking my time.. "8:30pm!!! Ohh lord do I really want to do this?". My brothers aren't back yet, and somehow that's is okay, but if I were to be out past 6pm there would be a SWAT team coming to pick me up,

Absolutely Ridiculous!!

It's so time for me to grow up and I am ready, so soo ready" with that last thought I shut the front door behind me and I walked into the night.