4 I Was In Coma .

Aur jaesa ki aap jantein hain ki jo log kam boltein hain aur zayada logon se ghulna milna pasand naheen kartein , wo sochte bahut hain . To main bhi sochne laga . Jab maine bus wale hadse ke baare mein yaad kiya to mujhe laga ki , yes ! it may be possible(ye mumkin hai ) ki main coma mein jaa sakta hoon . kiyun ki jis truck ne takkar mara tha , meri dhundhli dhundhli yaddasht (memory ) ke mutabik kaafi bada tha aur badi speed mein usne takkar mari thi .

To finally maine iss baat ko accept(maan liya tha) kar liya tha, ki haan mera accident hua hai , jiski wajah se main coma mein tha . Jis baat ko accept karnein mein dikkat ho rahi thi wo ye ki , "main doo saal coma mein tha !" .

Mujhe thoda sukoon mila , ki chalo ab kam se kam papa dateinge naheen haha . Par phir maine socha yaar daant to choti cheez hai !, yahan main do saal se coma mein tha !!.

Mujhe iss baat ki seriousness ka andaza shayad iss liye naheen tha , kiyunki main coma mein tha, ye mujhe maloom chal chuka tha , par coma mein jane ki ya coma mein rahne ki feeling kya hoti hai mujhe thodi na maloom tha .

Mere liye to bas mano , ki abhi kuch der pahle main bus mein tha aur achanak se truck dekha , ankh band hui aur jab ankh khuli to adhi raat ho chuki thi ,tab maine socha ki shayad sapne dekh raha tha , par jab meri subah aankh khuli to mujhe pata chala ki main do saal se coma mein tha . Ab aap hi batyein ki akhir main kaese seriousness ka andaza laga sakta tha .

Mere liye iss baat se zayda to papa ki daant ka ahsaas tha . Are mujhe to accident se chot lagne tak ka ahsas naheen tha , kiyunki shayad jaese hi truck ne thokar mari hogi main behosh ho gaya tha aur phir shayad uske baad coma mein . Isliye mujhe halaki pata to chal gaya tha ki beshaq mera accident to hua tha , aur baat cheet sun ke ye bhi pata ho gaya tha ki main coma mein tha , phir bhi jayada dara naheen .

Par jis baat ne mujhe sabse jayada daraya tha , wo tha doctor ki kahee agli baat , jis baat ne mujhe kuch bolne par majboor kar diya tha . Aur wo baat thi ..........

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