Section 1

Hey, my best new notebook. I just got you today, and I like the cover that much, but I have no idea what I'm going to write. I hope I don't hurt you too much because, you know, I don't have much to write about.

I went to the village square today, and I went around with a couple of chatting friends, but I don't really want to tell you because it sounds ridiculous, and I'm sorry I'm so late for you.

Life comes with surprises every day. Sometimes wherever we put our hands, there's happiness, sometimes there's sadness. I don't have much expectations for life. I have a very close friend and a family that I love very much...

I had some weird stuff today. You be surprised by what you hear. The man I see in front of me is a friend I knew from childhood, Ozan Kale. I never expected to see him because from what I heard years ago, he had a very good job, he was rich. To tell you the truth, I'm surprised. What surprised me the most was that he didn't even say hello to me. He wasn't that kind of person, so I've been thinking a lot about what happened, but anyway, as you may have noticed, I don't care about anyone.

A few musics took me back in an moment. I wanted to go back in time. When I was a person who didn't like the past, I took it very strangely. I ran to Gizem. I was a cheerful, very hopeful person. I'd laugh as much as I could. But Gizem was just the opposite of me. You'd only see her laughing when she was with her relatives. She was a very nice person, but I think it was a little cold. That's how my best friend and I completed each other, my dear notebook.

I found it very difficult not to write here, but at the end I couldn't stop my will. I saw him again, the first time I'd seen him in months. I wouldn't go out much anyway. But from what I've heard, he's been out a couple of times. When I looked at him, his eyes were blood-dished, and he went to the store wearing a black hooded tracksuit on his head. This guy got a little more attention today.

What really changed him?

Yes, dear notebook, you and I will find out why this strange changing man has come. And I think I'll see you more often.