1 Prologue

Everyone say that if you wish for something so long it will eventually come true. Or in other words if you pray for something from God, God will listen to your prayer and sooner or later you will find that your prayer has been answered. But what happens when your answered prayer turned out to be a curse in form of blessing that's what exactly happen to me said the sun kissed skintone color guy.

I always wanted love, I always wanted someone to love me, to care for you, to be possessive for me in a good way but in the end I want someone with whom I can be real me and be with that person forever. But it turned out that I wish for something that's too dangerous for me and my family. The love which I always wanted has brought to such point that I chose to never ask for it, I chose to let myself die instead of staying alive with that person.

I get someone who love me, who is there for me but that someone is dangerous so dangerous that I'm too even scared of him as if how he will react or do about trivial matters. At first I thought it's love but later I realized I'm just like a parrot who has been caged. My freedom was gone, and that's when I decided to run away from him. To run away from the person whom I used to love once, whom I used to think as my 'soulmate'. But I was wrong and I've realized my mistake and to correct my mistake I have to take risk. I know that's the biggest risk I've taken for my life but this risk is worth it said the sun kissed skintone guy to himself.

After all the one whom I thought is my soul mate is not my soul mate but a devil who want to keep me with him like I'm some kind of his possession but he's wrong because I'm not. And this is my love story which even give me goosebumps by just remembering it.