3 Chapter 3

Ahhh, I was betrayed now because I have the ability and power to influences the world.

In the past worlds, I was always engrossed with learning how to do this, how to do that, I never truly cared about wealth, power, or women...

I was so focused on the thing that I want to learn cause another way I won't be able to glimpse its surface much less master it.

This mentality did help me in those worlds because If I just want to learn those kinds of things nobody will truly come and put some nails in my shoes, After all, my talent is already doing that.

Now that I continued to do that for all those hundred thousand worlds, no matter what kind of talent I will develop some ability, and I did.

I now had a lot of knowledge about a lot and a lot of different subjects but I lacked something important.

The wisdom to use that knowledge.

And now that I had this much knowledge I can influence the world, but I couldn't control my influence wish give birth to betrayals.

However, only knowledge wouldn't spell my dome if I don't use it, right?

Well, it seems that they didn't betray me only because of my knowledge but because of fear, thinking about it, you can work hard and develop something new like sword art and then someone will come and tell the strong and weak point in your sword art. People may end up breaking down from depression.

I know why am I betrayed by everyone in each world I go, then I just need to find the right solutions to it which means to completes my missions, I need to acquire the ability to use my knowledge correctly and then to learn who to trust and who to don't trust, I need also to know how to manipulate people and how not to be manipulated, how to see the benefit in both the short and long run.

All those things to learn will be impossible for me in one or two lives, so I need to set some small goals for each world and then once the goal is completed to find a way to make the next one while also enriching my knowledge and experience.

and so for approximatively nine hundred thousand lives, I continued to endeavor with the goal of learning and learning and learning... So much that I began to have a deep understanding of the world and its generals laws.

With an experience of 10000000 lives, I worked towards the goals of fulfilling my mission and became greater than any other genius and for the first time, I succeeded.

But life isn't only flowers is it.

Since I lived one million lives and never succeeded at completing my mission, I have a penalty of two million missions to complete at different worlds.

The good news is that I was able to finish them off all of them while also deepening my knowledge and wisdom.

At this point, my heavenly talent has been curved and no longer brings me down thanks to the big sack of knowledge that I have.

So the last things I did was completing my last mission of killing the demon king, not the cliche type of demon king that is right and only do what he does to protect his people and race, but the true demon king that only live to destroy, harvest and kill because he is bored or because he wants to and he can, those kinds of one that enjoy torturing peoples.

Saying all of that you wonder why didn't I just enjoy my life and lives as I want. The answer is easy, I didn't because I'm not allowed to, I told you at the start the contract have my freedom in check.

Yes, I can fall in love marry and have children but I can't live without trying to fully the mission or work on something that will help me with it.

Let's return to my current situation I'm in the limbo world yes but what I'm I supposed to do? Now that I think about it a feel like am lacking something, something crucial, maybe I will figure it out if I meditate?

So I set down and began contemplating and reviewing all my three million lives.

The first time I felt that I have seen something.

The second time I thought I have taken a glimpse of something

The more I do that the more the feeling became stronger. I don't know how much time has passed neither do I know what am I looking for exactly but I continued.

minutes after minutes, years after years the time continued to tick and the souls have appeared and disappeared but I was still seriously meditating on... everything and nothing?

I think this will be the closest thing to my stat right now.

Till finally, I hit a wall, a very big wall.

You know how I do, I have met in my life a huge variety of walls and am breaking this one by tooth or Neel, Why soo serious, cause the thing that's behind it is worth all the lives that I live if not more.

So with my new found motivation, I began trying to destroy it.

While also forgetting my three wishes.