106 And so it begins, our end.

It surely isn't healthy to have so much on your mind, especially as a teenager or as a child.

But lately, I've been thinking and even overthinking, which drives me absolutely crazy.

Being so lost in my thoughts, I forget everything around me; the people around me, the words that are directed to me, I basically zone out of the earth. 

I don't want him with another girl. It's not a secret anymore. But it won't just work out; his father has already arranged everything for the engagement which happens tonight. 

A white car stops in front of me and I don't realize soon because of the worrying thoughts in my mind. My mum comes out of the car to nudge me,

"Kinsley. Kinsley." She taps me furiously. 

That's when I become self aware. 

"Uh wow. What are you thinking about at this young age?" She frowns at me, putting her hands on her waist. "Don't tell me you've gotten pregnant."