85 The Sacrifice and The Trigger (2)

I saw red, splashing on the bed and Amanda's body. The thick smell of iron invaded my senses. The cry filled with agony and pain made my whole body trembled in fear. Despite the horrid scene happened in front of me, my eyes were still wide opened, too shock to close my eyes. I could feel all the colors drained from my face.

Until today, I still have a nightmare because of it.

The glaring red of blood filled my sight and suddenly I felt nauseous. The body on the bed was now twitching in agony. Blood kept spurting from the fresh wound on his chest. His eyes rolled to the back of his skull and his face scrunched up from the immense pain.

I was so shocked with what had happened to Senior Rizal that my mind started screaming that it was not real; that I was only dreaming and I needed to wake up.

I didn't even realize the tears had formed two small rivers on my face and I had been chanting the same words over and over; wake up, wake up, wake up Jane.