11 Episode 9 : Insecurities

Ishigami POV

"Risya, wake up, we are leaving now."

It's late we have to leave right away after you change clothe. It was on our schedule that we left early so that the two of us could prepare to go there with those monsters."

She doesn't want to wake up because she woke up last night, he always thinks about how we will fight the mythical monsters in the Cave of Resonances.

"Don't worry, I'm here for you, Risya."

"I will protect you from those worthless monsters."

"Trust me."

"Besides , I gained a lot of skills and experience from the monsters that are scattered in other villages here in this kingdom."

"Do not say that, Are you worried about me?"

*Risya ignored him.

"What the-"

"Do not say that you ignored me?!"

"It's really time to wake up, Risya."

*I titillate her.

*tickle* *tickle*

"You really don't want to wake up..."

I realized that when I looked at her face I felt nostalgic. Even though she has not yet fixed her face or is changing her pajamas. I could see in my two eyes that her innocent face seemed to have a lipstick, because of the redness of his lips. Her hair was startled. It's nice to see that I seem to want to use my Time: System.

I seem to be falling for her, even though our first meeting was not long.

I really can't understand how I feel. I am a smart person but when it comes to these events, I gape. Can I try to fall in love even here in this world?

The promises I made to Rema matter?

What if?

I can no longer return to my real world?

Will she be sad?

Or?

If I come back, will she wait for me?

Maybe when I get back there, he has someone else?

This world is full of insecurity.

One day who will be more important to me?

Have a partner in crime, Risya?

Or?

The Promising Girl, Rema?

I hope these times or events do not come.

I always ask myself, does everyone need to fall in love?

I was in so much pain the last few moments when he died.

What- why am I still saying this?

I changed everything.

Nevermind.

I will check it out.

I want to be very strong. For my loved ones, I can fully protect there and exchange my life if the dangers ahead

"I have a favor for you Itsuki?"

"Hmmm?"

"I have questions to tell you, answer them."

"It's depends on how it will affect my life."

"Hey Itsuki, why did you make this story?"

"Why did you ask?"

"I can't answer that, it is too early to answer that question."

"My next question."

"Have you experienced these other events in this novel?"

"MAYBE ?"

"You know that, that's why my bio is-"

- The author that suffer anxiety, depression, and tragedy in his life.

- The greater the love, the greater the tragedy when it's over.

"We do not really know what will happen to us so you are lucky you can change all your repentance and those who died before so you can save them from disasters or diseases."

"EHHH how am I?"

" Do you think that I can change whole world?."

"I am just a simple person and have no magic to change destiny."

"Your destiny is in the palm of your hand, Ishigami."

"You take care of what happens to you."

"GOODLUCK, MY KID!"

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