8 October 26, 2020

start 10:00am - hitsugi

a bit early today... "a bit" lmao. I usually write then at 1-2am anyway lmaooo. ok so I'm thinking of actually writing something real. still thinking on ideas about it tho. leave ideas in the comments of someone reads this.

so today I woke up hella energetic, i haven't felt like this since the last time i went camping with my aunt. we slept in the desert, it was hella cold. I liked the trip lol. i dont know exactly where it was, in fact i dont remember the location of where it was lol. I need to have one of those trips again, it was really fun. but the super energetic, i bet i will get drained by the end of today tho. school you know.

um I guess I can say out family never had any pets and my sister brang a cat home the other month I think it was. it's interesting so far, the cat does not listen to anyone. it's super energetic, my mother doesn't like it because it knocks everything down. it doesn't get "punished" it just gets told to 'not do that again.' it's not effective. not gonna say the name of the cat because, you never know who is reading these things :)).

I just realized I cant say many things or else I will get pinpointed. haha that sucks as this is a sort of diary thing. although it's not everyday lol.

I dont really like the type of work I get in one of my college classes. it's a bit too much considering all my other classes. I was forced to write an essay the other class because if I didnt I couldn't move forward with the assignment. in my college class I was assigned a presentation, I didnt do it lmao. the day I had to present it in the zoom call I just didnt join. ah the good part of the virus, just leave when you dont wanna be in the class. the excause you can use is, "my wifis ass rn."

the reason why these are getting shorter and shorter is because I cant think of anything specific to write about. ooo I know, the first person I ever liked in middle school, it was crazy lol. the first time I saw her, I felt my heady crunch up. she was pretty, and had such a nice smile. her eyes were also so perfect, I really like her eyes. oh yeah so I think I have a thing for people's eyes. if i see you and look into your eyes i think i will end up liking you just cause of your eyes. color dont matter, just the feel of the eyes. it's weird to explain, just know that I like the eyes. it was hard to communicate with her cause she was always around people. I was fine with just watching her from behind, but it did hurt obviously. I mean if you like someone you just gotta tell them, or talk to them first. in my opinion now all these years later, if I talked to her I may have had a shot but I just watched her. obviously not creepily, like a glance every once in a while. I didnt stalk her, I'm not that weird. so after that I cant see anyone that I like, like no one feels the same as her. and now I'm me, i dont like anyone anymore. oh well lmao. pretty sad tho honestly °-°.

finish 10:22am - hitsugi