Chapter 1

Walking on the busy road as the rain pour down I fix my hood as I hear footsteps of people on the street minding their own business

It's not that I'm complaining anyways

I'm even thankful that everyone's busy cause at least no one would see me crying

"What a perfect timing huh?"

I got suspended in school because of something that I didn't do and got fired from my part time job because I accidentally fell asleep

"Why am I even crying?.. It's a good thing that I didn't got kicked out right?.. I'm okay"

Who am I kidding?

I sigh as I reached my home and went inside

"YOU BRAT!!"

I wince in pain as the broken glass hits my arm

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT?..HUH?"

It's him my father he's always like that since he got fired from work and married my step mom

"YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER. A SLUT"

I clench my teeth trying to hold back my tears

It's not because he called my biological mother a slut but it's because of his trust on me

No matter how many times I tell him that I have a part time job after school he just won't believe it

I actually don't blame him, after all it's really hard to trust someone when the person that you give your full trust on broke it

and that person is my biological mother

I again sigh in pain as my father walked out

I clean the place and went to my room

"My life will always be like this"

I said bitterly and scuff

it's hard to act strong when you're hardly broken

I really miss my older brother wish he was here so that I can have a shoulder to cry on

"Why?. Just why?"

The only question that I always ask but never had an answer

I look out the window and saw the fuggy sky

"It's almost spring"

'The most beautiful season is Spring my dear mimi'

I smile sadly as I remember my brothers words

"I wish I can be as happy as you when spring day comes"

I closed my window curtain and took a short bath

After taking a quick bath I faced my mirror and once again sigh seeing my reflection

"It's funny how sadness and depression change a person"

I moved on and begin cleaning my wounded arm

After a minute of cleaning it I dry my hair and turned the lights off

I was about to sleep but then I remember that I'm suspended for a week

I didn't steal anything but who would believe me?

What's so fun in bullying and making fun of people?

I just don't get it

Why would they mind someone and bully them infront of others?

I mean bullying for what?

"I want to study and make my brother proud but"

I cried again for almost an hour till I fell asleep

"I wish I can hug you right now and be your comfort Ami..Just wait a little more and I'll be with you"