1 Acceptance!

Jay was still twelve years old(12) and he was sitting on front of his mom's bed suit,admiring his beauty,should say "his handsome face"...he was busy acting like a girl when his father rocked up. He said "Jay.Why are you looking at that mirror like that?it's been ages now" Jay had nothing to say at him that moment,and he just giggled while leaving the room.

"Monica I strongly think that you should stop doing make up,in Jay's presence" said Mr Smith,with that smooth,deep voice! "Uhmmm,Babe.. don't tell me you're about to say what I'm thinking" Said Mrs Smith nervously.

Mr Smith just looked at her and shaked his head,while checking his phone messages,but Mrs Smith couldn't leave the topic as it was,she wanted to know more,she adhered to what was risen by her husband.

"Babe!I think Jay is possessed by some evil spirit,I think Jay is gay!"Mr Smith commanded,and the look in his eyes showed that he was not happy about his son's Sexuality. Later that day Jay's best friend Johan visited Jay.While they were about to play,Mr Smith called Johan and told him to go home,his parents needed him (Thinking He Is A Bad Influencer To His Son).

Jay noticed that awkward tension between him and his father,but ignored the feeling. "Mommy.I think dad hates Johan,please talk to him before you lose your only son" Jay instructed his mother subconsciously. "NO! Jay he don't hate him,he's just having difficulties at work" .

One day Jay was left alone and he invited Johan over for a "little friendship " party...they had all their toys with them,but Jay was easily bored when playing with cars,guns and roborts. He went to his parents room and sat down beside the bedroom suite,and took a wad of a cotton wool,he started to put on his mothers make up. Johan saw how funny he was, and wanted to join him so much...Aghh then two best friends with different sexuality painted their faces.

[A Knock On The Door,It Was MrAndMrs Smith]

Jay and Johan couldn't hear the knock because they were busy laughing and giggling.Mr Smith used his key to open the door,he then rushed to open the door...There they were Jay and Johan in make-up,doing what Mrs Smith always did.

Mr Smith was furious but couldn't change the situation.Then Johan was sent home and Jay was grounded for being himself.

At that moment Mrs Smith had nothing to do or say,Mr Smith had everything under control.

Jay was told to change the way he lived or he'll never be regarded as a child in that house,but Jay didn't agree with that...he expressed his feelings,he told his dad how he felt about boys!

Aghh Mr Smith started to hate him,calling him names like "Boys To Girls" Not accepting his son's Sexuality.

[Later ]

6 Years Later!!

Jay was asking himself who he was!

" I'm guy who's afraid to be judged by the society,a guy who is scared of rejection and insults!

Not that I'm scared of change or I don't accept myself,but I'm scared to be neglected by my family!my friends and you.

My dad is homophobic and my mom is scared to accept me,no one knows the wetness of my pillow when I think of my Sexuality...You all treated me like I don't have feelings,You all said words I can't even pronounce,but we're all loving.

Who I Am?I am that guy who loves girls just because my friends love girl! I am that guy who plays with cars and guns but deep inside, Barbie The Princess is what I need.

I am that very same guy who's afraid to use the School's toilet because "Ohhh...Babyyyy!" Is what the boys think of when they see the way I move.Guys nah I am that "incomparable" human being...I mean I'm unique,from the way I look to the way I talk and walk!

I'm that 'G' in the LGBTQI+ Community . I'm that boy who grew up inside a closet forever,the very same guy who fell in love with the most beautiful girl in town,and I was cheered but insulted when I tried to be myself!

I'm that 'B' in the LGBTQI+ Community

I'm that guy who used the phrase 'I love you' to both my girlfriend and boyfriend...and then got judged by the society that always stood against crime,Ayooh Dick,I'm that MF who always tried to fit in with other boys,but couldn't! " said  a guy who had enough!

Jay was later disowned by his father,because he was gay...his mother had nothing to do exept than to listen to the hurtful word her husband threw Jay's way!

That was the time Jay gave up on his dream!

"Mom I once told you,that your husband hates me,What did you do?...Uhmm you blamed his work load,you decided to accept someone who lied to you for years than your own bloob and flesh" Jay said so packing his things,on the other hand Mrs Smith was forlorn,she didn't want her son to leave but just because the husban was homophobic and cruel,she had to let her son.

One day morning not so long after Jay left the house,a police vehicle parked on from of the big gate...as they approached the front door,Mrs Smith nervously went outside to hear what they want.

A fatty white man snapped his fingers twice,and his colleague pulled out a plastic bag. Mrs Smith was eager to see what was inside the big plastic sealed bag.

It was Jay's note of suicide...Mrs Smith cried before even reading the note...Qouted "Dear Mom And Dad,I really needed the reason to be myself,to accept who I am,to be accepted...And I also wondered how will I be accepted by the society whilst my parents fails to accept me! I really didn't...." Mrs Smith pulled a long cry before she can finish reading.

The police officer told her to keep her cool because her son is still alive,he's just at the hospital fighting for his life,Mrs Smith was thrilled and knew that was god showing her,what can rejection do to one's soul.