45 Time bomb

Today I can really understand the importance of time. The physics semester exam is the day after tomorrow and I can feel that I'm stepping on time bombs in every single step. Quantum mechanics and Classical mechanics are the worst. Although Gray consoled me by saying to read it and understand it slowly . But it's really a bitter pill to swallow.

I started with the video lectures available on YouTube. It consumed a lot of time but the concepts became crystal clear.

Finally I asked Sky regarding a small part in the syllabus whether he will read or not. He said, " No".

So I too left the same. Obviously less time and much to cover. Statistical mechanics, Optics, EM waves and a hell lot. As if I'm in a space and bombs all over the books as I turn the pages.

Some say to make books for your boyfriend and you are gonna get good grades plus knowledge. I feel now to tell them to Hell with your Boyfriend and remain there. The best place they can lead a life.

But to think in another way without them I wouldn't be able to chat Or even meet HIM.

Yeah, I know it's a bit absurd to think about him right now but how can I forget that he is the topper in this subject and without his grades I wouldn't even think about this subject that I once hated the most. I wouldn't even try.

Now I really want to see my name next to him just like husband and wife just like our roll nos. together now after the results are out.

I hope to really strive for it and fulfil my target to be with him wherever possible.

Everything is possible in Love. Every rule and tradition can be broken with it. And I want to fight for it.

Although it's difficult, at least I have to give my best.

Each and everyone is trying and I too want the same.

Just more effort, more confidence and more love pills to swallow along with the bitter pills...

That's it!