54 Sonnet's Desire

Oh my, Can't believe the entire day passed without chatting with Sky. Gray was chatting with me unnecessarily and Sky wasn't even chatting with me. Obviously once the exams are delayed he won't need me. He would surely forget me.

I checked my FB account and found that one old tuition friend of mine sent me a friend request. My mom was very happy. Nikki was telling my mom that my Sis loves Sky. I shooed her. My mom was telling me I don't want that kind of man to be my daughter's boyfriend or husband. I don't want any kind of future with him and her.

I was dumbstruck. For the first time I felt Nikki was the only one by my side. I felt the foe and the friend exchanged places.

My mom was by my side every time I needed help. The strongest person who caresses me after suffering from dejection is clearly rejected. I was laughing (actually faking it) and asking why all of a sudden.

She replied, "I don't know why I don't feel he is good for you. He simply uses you. You are kind-hearted, that is the reason since childhood you get betrayed. I don't seem to see any good in him"

I was perplexed. Whatever she said in each and every letter every word was true. He really didn't chat with me just after the exams got mostly over. And the reason he chats with me is purely out of his need.

I accepted his request. He was my crush back in my school days. Mostly what you call infatuation. Actually whatever feelings I have for Sky are purely different from what I had for him in the past.

Eric is really what you called dashing, he is really that. Actually his good looks accompanied with his love and dedication for mathematics made me adore him. But I had never taken risks for him. In fact I didn't help him like I helped Sky. Even I scarcely would chat with him being from Girls school. And Shelly loved him.

Both loved each other. It was true I could really see from her and his eyes. I actually loved Shelly more. I knew her from childhood. But became friends during the hardest period of my life when I was betrayed by a so-called friend.

After her father's death she would try her best to complete the chores at home and outside. Her mom is also a sweet character. She loves me as her own daughter and my mom loves her as a daughter too. Both of our moms would praise the other and would tell us to learn from each other.

She is really a pure hearted girl with a full mood for parties and enjoyments.

Eric is an outstanding guy. He was really the heart of our Mathematics Sir. Everyone was fond of him.

But I don't know what kind of future I will have.

But I truly desire that I get loved equally by the one whom I love the most. I hope the Almighty really rings the bell of good fortune for me…