10 My Fury:Mom's Comfort

The next day I woke up as soon as I could. I quickly grabbed the phone and logged into the weibo account. When I opened it I knew it was all over for me. He waited for me to reply for 5 minutes and finally went offline writing a simple Goodbye..

And reading that ,my mind played scenes as if my life was a bed of thorns.. . I thought of asking him several other questions whether he went out for a vacation or not. And other questions that would come by.. And would chat and spend a lot more time with him. But the delusions which I had crafted for us got rifted apart in a single blow.

After that my entire day was spoiled thoroughly. I knew very well that he is not going to open the weibo at all. It was my last day of the so-called holiday after all.

My concentration faded as I tried to study.

And all the anger caused due to her so called well intended care, at once got poured over mom and my younger Sis, Nikki.

For every single question my reply would be like: "You don't trust me anymore.. I am an adopted daughter.. You only regard me as a tool " and lots of other hurting words..

Now when I think of that clearly, I feel that those replies were totally indecent and indecisive.Not at all meant for them. The person who loves me the most and listens to my tantrums, my only mom, hurts the most.. .

Mom too didn't give up.

She came to me with a cup of ice cream and that too was my favourite one. And with that cup, my anger got drenched( Not only did simple ice cream do the magic but some other consoles were in demand and few promises that I took from her and she promised) .

Still now I feel bad that I couldn't write him back at that time. But it's not so important when it comes to my family. Yet first love needs to be cared for and treasured.

I continued with my studies. And left the matter for the next day.

Hoping that the next day might be a better one for me. The next day I needed to go to college and follow up my daily routine and obviously to meet the person - the person who stole my heart.. .