58 Flashback

Calm, serene atmosphere everywhere.Cold and chilly weather, with rainfall. The rainy day when we first met. Except that was relief rain after the consecutive hot and scorching summer and today's reminding me of that day. The chilly rain.

Even chillier being lonely at home.

Although anime is there to cheer me up. But it cannot bring about perpetual happiness. Being with him reminded me of all these. I really feel surprised thinking of what I was and what I am now.

One thing is constant- the exterior shield of ice of an independent girl. But I cannot comprehend how I came to fall in love with songs. I remember other than anime music I hated all other songs especially love or romantic songs.

That genre has been constant since grade 6.But now I love those. I didn't read novels as such. To the extent I slept reading even one page. I had always read subject novels. Those novels fetch marks in English literature. Nothing more. But now whenever I get time I read. Within these 3-4 months I had already read 2-3 novels. It's more than surprising enough for me.

I installed Twitter only for him. He loves to use only that social media account. When I heard without a second thought I installed it. I found his account with less difficulty as he is super active in it. I saw who followed him. And was discouraged to find that many girls follow him. Thank God he doesn't follow them back. I didn't follow him otherwise he will become super suspicious and super obvious to others which will create greater trouble.

Moreover Nikki also has her own and we follow each other. Secondly she is already suspicious. I can't afford to lose my face nor his because of this. But I can frequently search for him.

I even started gathering cricket news because he loves it a lot and is a loyal supporter of our country's cricket.

But it's the first time I'm hating the holidays.

Although Stephen suggested reading some manga to kill time. But I'm reading both novels and manga. But for the rest of the day I curse this holiday especially without each other. I don't know if he likes my company or not.

Sometimes he himself tells me to accompany him to college places. Sometimes he goes earlier. Sometimes he waits and sometimes he stays even after I get out. It's really difficult to read one's mind, you know!

On Christmas Day he was online for only 3 minutes, that too when I was sleeping. And couldn't even see if he read the status or not. It was gone at 12 o'clock after all.

Brother Henry was endlessly teasing Lacy and she was hitting me with complaints. I chuckled.

She believes too much in astrology and horoscopes that Brother Henry told her, " If you do it Saturn will affect your life"

This was enough to make me laugh.

I told her , "Tell brother, If you don't do that Uranus and Neptune will affect your life"

She was laughing. I joined her too. Best answer for teasing. Really they are too frank.

I wonder when that day will come when Sky will make me happy just like that. We will be able to chat about everything.

Sighs! This winter will really drain me before I can really enjoy my college life with him. Especially this long holiday!!