12 Feelings vs Mind

The next morning I heard someone screaming my name across the platform. I thought it might be a mistake when all of a sudden, Lacy grabbed me by my shoulder and remarked"You idiot! What did you tell Henry? ".

"Pfft, Nothing.He was so much concerned about you I just exaggerated the entire thing. Nothing else. "

" You know what happened? "Lacy was blushing hard.

" What? "

She was blushing so hard and then she said, leave.. Her expression was clearly showing the signs of their lovey-dovey time..

I teased a bit, " What!tell me? I'm the matchmaker after all"

" YOU!!, Naughty!"

"What Naugh.. ty? ", My eyes glowed.

She blushed and turned her face away.

The train arrived..

We got in and our routine and talks started.

When I had just entered the college, Sky entered riding a bicycle showing off his great figure gleaming in sunlight. He is just as hot as Summer itself.. And I'm the Winter ,entering Spring because of him.

I entered my class. Seeing other girls' random thoughts crossed and questioned me, Why don't I put make-up on, unlike other girls of my age? That doesn't mean I don't have make-up kits at home or I don't have resources to spend on them. To simply put, I'm not that beautiful to go out without make-up, but I prefer the clear original shape and face of mine..

There are many other girls flushed with make-up on their faces sticking to Sky like decorated pumpkins of Halloween. I really can't stand them.I Can't help it; After all it's my perspective, about them. In reality I don't mind make-up but the extremity of their tones really suck.. .

Finally today is the day where we spend most of the time together. Obviously God gave practical classes.

The first class was physics. Today Lacy got punished for laughing during the class.Ridiculous, right ! but that's our professor for us..

But soon I repented, if I had gained that punishment I would have regarded him as my matchmaker. Her punishment was to sit on the first bench in front of Sky.

She was crying from within as she couldn't chat on Weibo with Henry Bro at the back bench where we would sit. And seeing her sit in front of him was grinding my teeth. Next,was the awaited and most welcomed class. You know what class it is!

In the Mechanical Lab class, we had to create a mould. The first time creating something with him is already a paradise, good enough for me. I don't know why I became childish in front of him. While washing hands, other guys washed theirs before me and I was like a gentle lady letting others go first. Finally Sky waited. He let me wash my hands first.. He was like a gentle guy.

I know most of you must be thinking, am I ridiculous! It's such a simple matter. But trust me when you fall in love, every simple and tiny thing will make you feel special and it will make your day splendid.

We were chatting regarding the practicals. When suddenly he started laughing while holding my hands. Although I loved it, it was too early to admit.. I quickly put my hands away.

He was laughing at Ellie. Actually a pigeon had given a great blessing on her bag and Lacy's bag was affected a bit by it too. Seeing that I started to laugh too.. .

It was lunchtime by the time class got over.

I was happily enjoying my tiffin when all of a sudden Sky ran towards me. I had actually opened the weibo to check my messages. He was just looking at my phone. I felt once like should I show that to him?

But my conscience back then replied, "But who am I to him?"

It itself is a big Question mark in my life..

My feelings were being questioned.

I was chatting with him regarding Lacy's tiffin box which she couldn't open at that time and Harry opened that for her. And rubbed his fingers in that packet of oil.

Lacy screamed, "Eww"

Sky was laughing and I laughed too. But suddenly my matchbreaker entered.The Physics professor again. He was happily chatting with me . But Alas! happy moments don't last long. On seeing Sir, I signalled him. He ran back to his place in a few seconds..

I chuckled silently on seeing him run like that.

This continued and drained my energy.

Finally the class got over.. .

Really , Who am I to him? Will I really be able to come to a conclusion?

Maybe, Only he and the future have the answer…