1 Chapter 1

WARNING ⚠️: ABUSE CONTEXT

"YOU DISGUSTING FAGOT LOOK AT WHAT YOU'D DID!" my stepfather yelled at my face in the kitchen loudly: it looked like his face was about to burst from how red it is. I'm surprised that the neighbors didn't hear. I'm in the kitchen cooking food for him until I accidentally drop the pot on the floor, now the floor looks like throw up.

"WHAT IM GONNA EAT NOW!? HUH? HEY, ARE YA LISTEN TO ME YA BASTARD!" He slapped me across the face hard enough that I stumbled backward. Right before I was going to get up again I felt pain in my stomach and then my chest.

I tried to block out his hits but he's stronger than me. Blow after blow, I counted how many times he hits me, waiting for him to get tired.

The beating stop. I tried getting up but that was a mistake, I felt pain on my scalp and couldn't help to whimper in pain. Still, I slowly push myself off the ground thinking he is done until he pulled my arm and took me upstairs, into my room, and throw me onto my bed. Then I felt myself being forced to turn around with my back. I didn't know what he'd going to do, I'm already scared but bad thoughts made me feel terrified.

" I'll show you what boys like you get when you don't follow rules," my stepfather said with a sinner grin on his face that sent chills down my spine.

I heard a belt unbuckling, I saw my stepfather taking his pants off. I was frozen, I didn't know what was happening until I saw his erect cock. That's when I snap out of my frozen state and tried to get away from him.

But he's too strong. I kept struggling, wiggling, kicking, anything to get away from him. Then I felt him touching me. That's when I started to cry and pleaded for him to stop.

"PLEASE! STOP IM BEGGING YOU! LET ME GO!" I kept trying to move away from him. But before I could do that everything started to turn white.

End of dream

I shot up from my bed. Sweating and panting like I ran 20 miles. I got out of my bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower, disgust is strong even though it was just a dream: a dream that is in the past. When I looked at myself in the mirror I wasn't surprised by what I saw. Turning away I went to my closet to pick out my clothes for today.

After I was done changing, I made myself some food, and right as I was about to eat, my phone started to ring.

I check to see that it was my boss. I answered.

"Hey boss, what's up?" I crooked out

"I'm just calling to let you know that I what you to come to work an hour early, k?" He said sounding like an energetic child. "Yea it's no problem, I'll be there early," I said.

"GREAT SEE YOU SOON!BYE!" My boss hung up. Putting my phone down, I sigh already forming a headache. "What a great way to start a day" hear my sarcasm.

I got up from the table and put my bowl in the sink, deciding to go for a walk to clear my head.

The sun is so bright in the morning, I remember my mom used to say how that if the sun is shining in your direction that means you are going to have a good day. So naturally, every time that happens I would actually believe that is was going to have a good day. I remember the excitement. I was so happy then.

But it changed.

How everything changed so fast. That change made me gain a whole different mother, yet, I still miss her dearly. It wasn't her fault--she lost the person that shine your day. After that accident, she shines dimly, turning into nothing but darkness.

If only I was strong enough. Maybe if it was me that happened, maybe my mom would still be here living her life with my father.

Damn it, I mumbled. I chuckled weakly. Not wanting to go in that direction I turned back around heading back to my place.

AXEL POV

"Sir, you have a meeting in 20 minutes, would you like me to go to your place? Or would you attend it yourself ?" My secretary asks with a shaky tone. "I'm going to attend it, you don't have to come but make sure that I have all the necessary files for this meeting, understood?" I said. He just nodded hurriedly and left.

I got up from my desk and went to the conference room.

As I opened the door I saw a man in his forties when his secretary was on his left side. I walked in, " Hello Mr. Scenn, it's nice to meet you. Now shall we get started on the meeting?" Mr.Scenn greeted me back and nodded. Sigh this is gonna be a long day.

"Fuck, that old man is stubborn." I stormed into my office, loosening my tie. Plopping down on my couch I couldn't help the sign that came out. " Are you okay, Sir?" Asked my secretary.

"Fine. Tell me my schedule for today." I ordered, resting my eyes.

"Yes, Sir. You have a 2:30 pm appointment with Ms. Young for her Fashion industry, if you can be a sponsor, but hoping for it. partnership and at 5 pm you have dinner with your parents at Sun Rose Hotel."

I hummed in acknowledgment. My schedule is pretty flexible today. " Okay, thank you. Let me know 30 minutes before the next meeting. You can go." I dismissed him.

Getting up from the couch, I walked towards the window. This view is something I would never get tired of. This was her favorite view she always told me. She always loved to go to high places. I never understood why, even if she told me the reason but now I do.

It is funny how after she is gone that now I understand what she meant. Starting off, it is like you can forget everything but remember everything at once.

"I hate you. I wish I never met--no, I wish I never even lend you the time of day." I mumbled. Not wanting to remember the past, I walked away toward my desk.

Let's just finish work so I can eat lunch.