My Second life as a Monster

The last thing I remember is this bright light that blinded me, which got closer and closer , and suddenly it struck me, I felt a lot of pain at that time , i was lying on the ground losing my consciousness little by little , but I could hear some voices , people gathered around me ,stared at me and whispered between them , no one helped me , I was dying in the middle of the road , loosing a lot of blood , but no one helped me . At that moment , I hated them , I hated those eyes full of disdain and disgust , always staring at me , why should I bear all this ? Why every one bullied me at school ? Why my parents didn't care about me ?why all my family ignored me and humiliated me ? I didn't ask to be treated like that ?and why should i die on this cold and dirty road ? It 's unfair , I don't want this kind of life ? I just ... I just want a place I could belong to , where i can live peacefully , just for one time , I want to be free... A world full of magic and monsters where only the stronger survives , With this new beginning will she be able to live a peaceful life ? Or would she just repeat the same mistakes as in her previous life ?