My Runaway Housekeeper

Have you ever grown tired of living? Sometimes you wish the next second your gone like a wind, like a shadow that only past by. Sometimes faking everything in order for them to see you smile is nothing but a hypocrite decisions when at night your silently crying your hearts out... A love you never know if their is one. all you ever want is to love and to be love.. but you always end up crying.. you give up the idea and became a different person in order to find love. But what you found is nothing but a nightmare that will end up eating your life away from guilt.... will you ever forgive yourself? will you end up your life? will he ever find out what he miss? before its too late...