Rival to special someone

The story starts with...

Hi," I'm Jeric, and it's my story about my

 favorite someone.

It's all started with me thinking that, Rosamia.

It could be my rival because every

quizzes, her scores are higher than mine.

Then the next day, our science teacher

groups us for an activity, and then rosamia

Rosamia and I are on the same page.

Jeric sat right here beside me, so I sat.

beside her, and during the activity, I'm feeling something strange; the last time I felt this was like 2 years ago.

And then I just can't afford to not look at her face,and my heart is pumping so fast,and suddenly Rosama catches me looking at her.

It's like my heart is pumping so fast that it's like going to explode. After he catches me looking at her,I just pretend that I'm not looking, even though he already saw me looking at her. Finally,  the activity started. During the activity, I accidentally touched her hand while fixing the puzzle given to us to fix. I don't know what to do, but we continue to fix the puzzle.

After the activities, I can't stop thinking about rosamia. From that day on, my day is not complete if I don't see her. I'm very bored if we don't talk.

To each other, besides that, we catch ourselves looking at each other, even eye contact. We just smile when we catch each other.

After like 2 weeks of doing that almost every day,

I have decided to confess my feelings to her.

Because I can't stop thinking of her.

I tried to be closer to her and her circle of friends. I succeeded in being closer to her and her friends, and my problem now is that I don't want to break our friendship. It took me more than a month to think about whether I would confess my feelings to her. My friends tell me that it's better to take the risk to make sure that there's no regrets.

What if Rosamea has the same feelings as me?

After a month of thinking about the confession,

Something strange like God giving me confidence to message her and tell her my feelings,and he didn't see it and reply

But I didn't stop admiring Rosamia because my intention was pure. A few days later, I gave her a customized keychain with her picture inside.

It's like she's very happy after I give it to her.

After that, if I have extra money, I pay for her drinks. And I told her that I could wait even for a year, and I would love her unconditionally.

After few weeks Rosamia message me but.

Jeric, I'm sorry for the long time that inignore your messages , I don't what how I'm gonna tell this to you. I'm sorry to say this but I like someone else and I can't reciprocate your feelings. Thank you for admiring me and I appreciate all of your efforts. But I'm sorry because, I just see you as a friend. I'm sorry and thank you so much.

Did I just got rejected?but I will still wait for her until I'm already tired.

And I will trust the process

In the past few days, I feel awkward when we see each other, and I think we broke our friendship because we didn't talk for weeks, but still, my feelings for her are not fading, and I keep admiring her, but silently, because her friends say that she doesn't want to enter a relationship right now.

On December 14, 2023, at our year-end party, I prepared a gift for her: a music box.

I gave it to her and said, This is my peace offering gift for what I have done.

After a week little by little were talking, like nothing happened but it's a good thing because at least after my confession were still friends

One day at the Prim night a friend of mine "von" give her a flower and dance, I feel like I got stab at my heart, how could he give a flower to the girl I love the most I thought were friends but he's a traitor.

But in the first place I already know mia have a crush to von, but I have talked to von and he answered that he doesn't have money to give mia wants but after the Prom, the closeness of me and von slowly fading.

Few weeks later the whole class notice mia and von

Everyone in our class like them both together, and here me being there watching how sweet are they.

Seeing you happy with other guy make me feel not enough, but for you I've be happy for you to be happy.