10 Monday

I always dread Monday's

I hate waking up early

I hate going to school

I hate being surrounded by people

but feeling so alone

the person I've been talking to is upset with me

I'm the type of person who shuts down when upset I don't talk to anyone

My parents made me upset so I went to my room to sleep and ignore my parents

He came in my room and tried to talk to me but I just shut down

I didn't talk or look at him or anything

I made him upset and made him cry because of that

He told me is his still mad at me

He also doesn't hug me like he use to hug me

I'm afraid I'm losing him

I don't want to lose him

I jus got a text from him

He seems upset still

It's all my fault and know I'm gonna lose something great

All because I was stupid I'm gonna lose him

Also update on the kittens she had a new kitten

It's a black one and so that makes her the momma of four kittens