114 Life

Hey. Its been awhile so let me do a lil update. On September 21 I got a tattoo I've been wanting for awhile. Its a tattoo for my Papaw. I just wish he could've seen it and it breaks my heart that he couldn't see it.

Just i haven't okay recently. I've been looking back on old memories and missing how it all use to be and just been thinking about where I'm at now. I've just been missing old friends who I'm sure don't even think about me anymore. Then one of my close friends eveytime he text to hang out ots like 10 but I have work and can't stay out till like 1am and even if I didn't have a job but dad doesn't want me out to late and he always ask to hang out when I'm literally trying to sleep or days I work. My dads off I don't get anything from him. Then i miss my family. Were definitely not the perfect family and sometimes I feel like were not even a family but its like were all spread around and I just miss us being together. I love my dad but i just don't like living with him. When him or his wife is around it like I'm walking on eggshells I don't wanna fee like their where I live. I just recently gotta myself a pride flag and my brother hung it up for me and my dad saw it and I immediately got nervous and wanted to take it down. Again I don't wanna feel like that where i live.