*Chasing my past*

*Jane's Point of View*

I bitterly smiled as I put his photo back to my wallet.

It's been 3 years since I left him. And it's been 3 years of

pain living home alone without him.

Why am I so unfair? It's always me who dumped him. He doesn't deserve all of those pain I tattooed on his heart

"Jane? come out. Hurry!"

Mae shouted. I immediately throw my wallet somewhere and quickly run outside my room.

"What?" I asked in annoyance.

"Look, it's Charlie!" She pointed the TV and then I saw him.

Charlie Cloyd Namuzudo. As always, he's handsome.

"Ghad.. I heard he's really popular. Why haven't I noticed him before? huhuhuhu" she continued doing dramas in front of our TV and me was like. "Is she serious?" I asked myself.

"Come on, Jane. Sit down."

I rolled my eyes and refused her proposal.

I can't afford seeing him on that scene. With another girl.

Better to sleep and just dream of him.

Argh. Jane, stop. It doesn't make sense. That guy won't be yours anymore.

You dumped him. He hates you.

Yeah. That's right. He hates me.

Arghhhh.

I throw myself in bed and cover my entire face.

I miss him so much. I miss him so much. I miss him so much.

"Hey, b*tch! Are you alright? still breathing? "

-_- Who is she?

Is she really my sister?

"Yah! Still alive! now shut the pretty up"

"Nah. I know you're not alright. Come here outside! Get your ugly ass outta here!"

Huhu. is she insane?

We stayed silent for a moment.

I know she'll never stop until I spill out the truth.

But hell no. I'll tell nothing.

Hayst. Nothing. :'<

~kruuu~ kruuu~

Why didn't she forced me come out?

Is she already mad? Impossible.

Darn. Get up, Jane. huhu.

I jumped out on my bed and unlocked my door.

"Oh, and I thought you wouldn't come out. Guess my luck. hahahaha"

-_- I turn around to get back but she blocked me.

"Ops, chill. Let's talk for a moment :)"

"I'm not on my mood, Mae. Please. "

"Argh, I know right. I'm used to it since you're always not on your "mood"." She tightly hold my wrist and grabbed me through the terrace.

Hmm. I closed my eyes for a bit and let the refreshing breeze of an air hug me.

I used to be here wi—

"Hey, Jane?"

Thank God, she interrupted me.

"Oh, sorry." I apologized

"Eh? you don't have to be sorry, lil sis. come on, tell me what's bothering you."

I forced a smile. "Nothing, Mae. I ugh, I'm just so tired doing my job. You know.. Being a photographer is never been easy. You need to d—"

"You're so defensive! haha I was just asking you. Now I know. You're bothered by a guy. hmm.."

O_O shocked. I forgot that she's smart. Oh never mind. hehe Sorry, sis.

"Charlie?"

She asked with those flushing eyes.

Oh no. I shook my head 3 times slowly.

She grinned. "Oh, Chester?"

pft. That gay? Hell no.

Buy I think it's kinda okay if I use him. I'll say sorry to him next day if my "good" elder sister approach and pinch him. hahahaha.

"Y-yes"

Hahaha sis, I thought you're that smart one.

"Why? Is he hurting you? Tell me!"

She cupped my face, my shoulders and argh. she's crazy. She even cupped my breast! yucks!

"Mae!" I stepped back then there she is.. Laughing as loud as a thunder during a storm.

"Kidding. hahahaha so hey? What did he—"

"Nothing to be taken care of, Mae. I can manage this."

She just shrugged and slowly entering the house. "Make no dramas since you didn't answer me honestly, dear. I hope you won't regret it soon."

Okay! I'm wrong! She's smart. Smarter than I thought.

"Mae! Is it wrong to chase the past?" I loudly asked.

"I'm not on my mood!"

-_- argh. Perks of having a sister like her.

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