13 TRUTH HEART

"Look at me Nay." said Kenzo while sipping the bottle of insect repellent in front of Nayla.

Kenzo actually did it by sipping the insect repellent bottle in front of Nayla, quickly before Kenzo took another sip of the insecticide, Nayla brushed off the bottle with Kenzo's hand.

"What are you doing Ken?" said Nayla, inserting one of her fingers into Kenzo's mouth so he could regurgitate everything he drank.

With his body curled up, Kenzo took out everything that was in his stomach.

Kenzo's face turned pale with a very limp body.

"Why are you doing this Ken, you can die you know?" shouted Nayla with tears in her eyes.

"Should have let me die Nay, than I have to see you with Mr. Ardian." said Kenzo in a weak voice.

"Come on in your room Ken, you're sick ... your body has a fever, you need to rest." said Nayla, carrying Kenzo into his room.

With a little exertion, put Kenzo on the bed in his room.

"Nayla I beg you don't leave me, I need you Nayla." groaned Kenzo with his eyes closed.

"But I have to go home Ken, it's very late." said Nayla who was afraid that her parents would know her whereabouts.

"I beg Nay, just this once ... accompany me tonight, I have a fever Nay." said Kenzo, grabbing Nayla's hand and holding it tightly.

Nayla was silent, with a heart raging between her love for Kenzo and her fear of her parents.

"Okay, but I ask you not to do it again like that, okay? You can die for real Ken?" said Nayla in response to Kenzo's hand.

"We'll stay together right Nay? tell me that you will always love me?" Kenzo asked with begging and very weak eyes.

"Yes we will stay together, I love you too Ken. But I ask our relationship not to let anyone find out, sorry for my parents. Promise me?" said Nayla, who had already agreed to Ardian's application.

"You accompany me tonight Nay? please?" said Kenzo again rubbing the back of Nayla's hand.

"I can't Ken, I have to go home ... my parents are definitely waiting for me now." said Nayla between yes and no to comply with Kenzo's request.

"Nayla please baby, I want to be with you tonight, nothing will happen I only want you here when I am sick.." said Kenzo, placing Nayla's hand on his scorching hot forehead.

Nayla's heart melts, however her heart and love is still for Kenzo, since high school.

"Okay, but don't mess around." threatens Nayla who still holds on to her chastity.

Kenzo nodded confidently.

"I promise to you." said Kenzo, holding Nayla's hand and placing it on his chest.

"Go to sleep I am waiting for you here." said Nayla with one hand stroking Kenzo's head.

Kenzo's eyes closed with a very calm heart with Nayla's soft hand on his head.

***

Ardian could not close his eyes, his thoughts drifted somewhere.

His heart felt empty tonight, previously Ardian believed Nayla could open her heart to him, with Nayla hugging him for almost hours until she fell asleep.

As well as Nayla's attention that made his happy.

But when Nayla was faced with the choice to choose between hisself and Kenzo, Nayla still chooses the boy Kenzo who loves Nayla.

Ardian took a deep breath, walked into the bathroom to take ablution, that was all Ardian needed at the moment.

To calm his heart, Ardian confided in more of his God.

After taking ablution, Ardian prayed and he solemnly closed his eyes and prayed in his deepest heart.

Not felt there was a drop of tears in the corner of his eye.

Ardian prayed and made dhikr for a long time, until Ardian heard his cell phone ring.

Ardian stopped his activities and took the cellphone that was on his desk.

There is the name Sasongko on his cell phone call.

"Hello, Mr. Sasongko." Ardian said with a bad feeling.

"Sorry Nak Ardian, is Nayla still at Ardian's place? because just now there was a message from Nayla that Nayla couldn't come home tonight?" asked Sasongko.

Ardian fell silent with a sudden pain and pain in his heart.

"Yes Sir, Nayla is a little unwell so I asked her to rest, sorry I haven't told you beforehand." said Ardian who was forced to lie to Sasongko.

"All right, Ardian, you are just worried why you haven't come home until evening." said Sasongko again.

"Yes sir, please be forgiven." said Ardian once again guiltily.

"Take good care of Nayla, Ardian." said Sasongko before ending his call.

Ardian fell silent with his cellphone still in his grasp.

"Where are you Nay, are you with Kenzo tonight? why do you have the heart to do this to me? after you accept my proposal this afternoon." muttered Ardian.

And now Nayla lied to her father that she didn't come home because she slept in her house. What if he told his earlier that Nayla wasn't at her house, what would happen to Nayla.

After a long period of silence, Ardian intended to let go of his tired heart and mind.

But again Ardian was surprised by the sound of his cellphone.

There is Nayla's name on his cellphone.

Ardian quickly received Nayla's call.

"Sorry Mr. Ardian, I sent a message to Dad that I couldn't go home tonight, and I told Dad that I was staying at your house. Maybe later Dad will have a call with you." said Nayla at Kenzo's place.

"Where are you?" Ardian asked in a choked voice.

"I'm at Zanna's house." said Nayla again.

Ardian paused for a moment holding back his wound.

"Okay, tomorrow morning I will go to your house we should be seen together, I will pick you up at Zanna's house on your motorbike." said Ardian.

"Hm, ok sir, pick me up at eight o'clock." said Nayla intending to go to Zanna's house early in the morning.

"Good evening Nay." Ardian said closing his cellphone with a heart that was even more hurt by Nayla's lies.

With trembling hands, Ardian sent a message to Zanna to confirm whether Nayla was with Zanna or not.

Ardian reads a reply from Zanna's message that Nayla is not with her.

Ardian told everything to Zanna, and advised Zanna not to ask anything when tomorrow morning Nayla came to her house.

"Oh God, give me the strength to be able to endure this pain and heartache, I believe in You that love always exists in good people. May Nayla be included in it, and only You, God, can turn people's hearts. I believe in You, if indeed Nayla is my soul mate, she will come to me with Your Permission." Ardian said to himself with the deepest crying voice in his heart.