11 FINAL DECISION

"I will continue to accept Mr. Ardian's application." said Nayla without looking at Kenzo's face that looked disappointed.

"Don't do it Nay, you know Mr. Ardian loves you a lot, he won't let you go." Kenzo said angrily.

"How about you, you will not easily be separated from Safitri? because I'm sure Mr. Hendra will not let you go so easily." said Nayla, not wanting to budge.

"I'm Nay's man, I can find a way out easily. But you are a woman! you will not be able to escape even if you ask for it." said Kenzo convinced Nayla.

"Why can't you be fair to me Ken, you can be with Safitri, while me !! you want me alone in such loneliness and sorrow?" stared at Nayla with utter annoyance.

"No Nay, I won't leave you alone. I'll still be your lover, I'll always have time for you, baby." said Kenzo with a face that despair could not persuade Nayla.

"Now go, I told you, don't see me again while you are still Safitri's fiancé." said Nayla walking into Zanna's house.

"Nayla!! I'm not done talking to you yet." Kenzo shouted, but Nayla ignored him.

After Kenzo was not seen again, Nayla said goodbye to Zanna to go to Ardian's house.

"Do I need to take Nay?" asked Zanna, who wanted to know what Nayla's final decision was to Ardian.

"No need Zan, I just want to talk to Ardian why he proposed to me since I graduated from high school without me knowing it, I think Mr. Ardian is hiding something with my parents." said Nayla, as she got on her motorbike.

"Well, I hope you get the best decision." said Zanna, hoping that Nayla could accept Ardian who loved her very much.

Arriving across from Ardian's house, Nayla stopped and looked at Ardian's house, still sitting on her motorbike.

Nayla saw Ardian who was sitting on the porch of his house. It's been the last few days Nayla thinking about what her best friend Zanna said.

With a deep sigh, Nayla started her motorbike and entered Ardian's yard.

Ardian, who saw his arrival, stood up from his seat and looked gently at Nayla who was approaching him.

"Morning Mr. Ardian, I need to talk to you." said Nayla without a smile.

"Come on in Nay, let's talk inside." said Ardian with a pale face after a day yesterday from the hospital for dialysis.

"Thank you sir." said Nayla as she entered the house.

"What's wrong Nay, have you got the answer? You don't be afraid, I will never be angry with you if you don't accept it." said Ardian with a smile.

Nayla stared at Ardian's full face which looked pale.

"If you are sick why do you have to sit outside? why not just inside." asked Nayla who was not aware of what she was saying.

"Cckk! why did I even ask about his health?" thought Nayla with shame.

"In the morning until late in the afternoon like this the sun is very good for my health." said Ardian smiling with a warm heart at the question of Nayla who cares about his health.

"Ohh, I see sir ... forgive me earlier if my words later hurt you. I don't want to lie to my feelings, I love Kenzo and Kenzo loves me too. His parents forced his to get engaged to Mr. Hendra's daugther, she is name Safitri. Kenzo will cancel his engagement after five months. And I accepted your application because I didn't want to embarrass my parents because I had accepted your application. And after Kenzo canceled his engagement later, I also want you to end our relationship. How is it sir? Are you willing to let go of me after Kenzo releases Safitri?" Nayla asked, looking at Ardian closely.

Ardian's heart was stabbed with a million knives that stabbed him until he felt aching pain.

"If Kenzo doesn't decide what Safitri you will stay with me?" Ardian asked with a sore heart.

Nayla was silent, but then replied to Ardian's question.

"I don't know, I'll think as I go along. For now I want to hear your answer, if Kenzo let go of Safitri, will you release me too?" asked Nayla, waiting for Ardian's answer.

"Fine as long as you want it." said Ardian with a heavy heart.

"And one more thing, sir, I don't want my parents to know about our agreement." said Nayla seriously.

Ardian nodded sadly, and it was very clear in Nayla's eyes.

For some reason, Nayla's heart felt the sadness when she stared into Ardian's shady eyes.

"Are you okay?" Nayla asked when she saw Ardian, who had been silent for so long.

"I'm fine Nay, don't worry about me, looks like I have to rest." Ardian said holding his hungry stomach, until he heard the sound of his stomach.

"You haven't eaten yet?" Nayla asked when she heard Ardian's hungry voice.

"It's okay Nay, Ummah hasn't come yet, maybe soon." Ardian said as he got up from his seat, but his body shook slightly until Nayla got up from her seat and grabbed Ardian's arm.

Ardian's heart rippled, whether he should be happy with Nayla's attention at the same time Nayla also made his heart so sad and hurt.

"Just rest in the room, let me prepare food for you." said Nayla, holding Ardian's arm and leading him into the room.

"Nayla, I don't want to bother you, soon Ummah will also come." said Ardian while lying on his bed.

Nayla ignored what Ardian said, which Nayla knew… she had already accepted Ardian's application for the next five months until Kenzo decided to decide on Safitri.

"You just lie down, and don't think anything." said Nayla while tying her hair, and hurried off to the kitchen.

With her pretty clever cooking skills, Nayla cooks rice. After that, just prepare the clear vegetables and egg omelette.

Seeing the unripe rice, Nayla sat on a chair at the dining table.

"My God, what have I done? already twice this time I have to cook food for Mr. Ardian. Why do I always can't bear to see sadness in her eyes? I must be just feeling sorry for it." muttered Nayla as she stirred the cooked rice.

After she finished preparing her food on the tray, Nayla rushed it to Ardian's room.

Whether Ardian was asleep or not, Nayla didn't know, Nayla knew that Ardian's eyes were closed.

"Mr. Ardian." called Nayla patting the back of Ardian's hand.

Nayla was very surprised when Ardian's big hand grabbed her and gripped it tightly.

"Mr. Ardian woke up." said Nayla as she tried to remove her hand from Ardian's grip.

"Don't go Nay, don't leave me, I beg you." said Ardian who was delirious.

"Mr. Ardian, wake up sir." said Nayla, touching Ardian's face for the first time.

Ardian's eyes opened, staring at Nayla's face who was in front of him so very close to his face.

"Nayla, you..what are you doing?" Ardian asked when he realized Nayla's hand was on his cheek.