Chapter 1

Lucas, was preparing to go to school in a few days he would be 16 years old and it was not a big deal since since he could remember they have not celebrated a birthday, of course but the rule only applied to him since his brother the great footballer the star of the family always celebrated her birthday in style.

Well, why be bitter with those sad thoughts, that is not going to change now or ever.

Once I have gotten ready to go downstairs to have breakfast, in the corridor I meet my brother, who looks at me mockingly.

- Hey! Dwarf, how is your life of failure.

He doesn't know how much I hate him and my whole damn family.

- And how's your life going, bitch .... I should have shut up but hell, if he didn't feel like answering him, of course after a few seconds I regretted the punch he threw at my face.

His fist connected with my nose, breaking it instantly, I felt my blood drain from my nose, I saw my brother with a satisfied smile.

-You must understand who's boss, or in case I have to give you another beating so that you remember it.- said my Brother Erick while he took me by the shirt, but he quickly let go of me when we heard my mother go up the stairs.

-I don't know they plan to go to school, they don't know how late it is -said my mother appearing up the stairs, when she looked at me, she hurriedly approached- What happened to you, by God Lucas!

My brother looked at me with an explicit threat open your mouth, and I kill you. I looked at my mom and I said.

- Erick hit me.

- What?.

Erick glared at me.

- Erick why you hit your brother.

- I did not hit the dwarf, he hit himself with the door of his bedroom, but as he always wants to blame me, you already know him as Mom is, he is a complete disaster - he blatantly lied, of course my mother would believe him , It's always the same .

My mother looked at me sternly.

- You should not put your brother, when the fault is yours, because you do not look where you are going, it is always the same with you, I no longer have life with you, because you are not like your brother ... answer me. .- My mother told me annoyed.

My brother looked at me with superiority, as he would like to leave me once and for all, he was fed up with this family.

- Forget it, you always believe him, so that you take the trouble to ask me - I said while I went to my room, today I would not go to school, they all go to hell for what matters to me.

- Don't talk to me like that, you heard me, I deserve respect.

- And move on, you have to go to school.

-I won't go !!! .... I yelled at him as he slammed the door to my bedroom.

I collapsed next to the door, while trying to control my sobs that threatened to leave, I no longer wanted to cry, for the same reason ... because I can't have a normal family that loves me ..... In case I don't deserve any affection ... I thought as I closed my eyes tightly, while making a fist with my hands.

Listen how my brother told my mother that I am just spoiled, that I deserved a strong hand to get me in the waist and as always my mother giving him the reason.

I got up gently, threw my backpack on the bed, and went to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the reflection of the bathroom vanity mirror, my nose was all swollen, there was blood everywhere, I took a hand towel and wet it a little, I ran it over my face, cleaning me of the blood that was it was starting to dry, I gently wiped my nose, I just hope it's not broken, fuck how it hurt.

Once I finished cleaning myself as much as I could, I looked at some razor blades from the dressing table that was calling me, unconsciously I ran into my arm where I already had several old scars, it was my way of venting when everything was too much.

I took a sheet, I stared at it for a few seconds ....... I took my arm and I rolled up the diver's sleeve, I looked at my arm that already had thick scars, others not so much.

I couldn't resist it and I cut myself, I needed to vent, I needed relief ........ I needed to forget about this pain ......

Look how the blood came out immediately, I felt light, as if all the weight on my shoulders had disappeared ...

Wow again I'm crying, how pathetic I am, hahaha I let out a bitter laugh ... it's not that I blamed my brother for messing with me, how pathetic I can do again .... I must be more strong, but just for this time I will let my tears come out ...... just ... for .... today .....

I hear how the door to my room is abruptly opened.

I remain silent .

Please god, please don't be him, I prayed silently as I rolled into a ball on the floor of the shower.

The bathroom door is open ... I look ... and it was the ...

I start to cry louder ...

"You know well that no matter where you hide, I'll always find you," he told me as he unbuttoned his pants.

He pulled me by my hair and took me out of the shower, he threw me on the floor, while he got on top of me, he opened my legs abruptly and took off my pants along with my boxer briefs, he threw them to the side

- Now be a good son, and behave like the whore I want you to be ......

Yes .... my ..... abuser was my father ......

He will continue .....