42 Helena

You feeling like you're in one of those horror movies you've watched as a teenager. You can see your life playing out before your eyes and you can't do anything about the outcome. You're completely helpless. It feels as if you leave your body and you observe everything as it unfolds in front of your eyes. You can't believe the words that came out of Helena's mouth.

(Is she pregnant? Does Nick have a baby? No…it can't be!)

You watch as your body is busy controlling the situation but your mind isn't close to where it should be. You can't seem to get your attention to focus on the problem at hand. You see her curling in pain before your eyes but you can't get yourself to help her. Your body is frozen in time.

(Dammit….she must be pregnant. If that's true, there's no way that Nick and I can be together…ever)

Tracy tries to get your attention.

"Dr. McPherson! What do we do?"