How am I to put this ? How do I make it make sense ? All I know was that he was here and then he wasn't . Why am I bothered when he never meant any of his words ? Yet I allowed myself go on I was in love with the idea of being with him so much that I couldn't see that he was a monster with a dark heart . I had never been in this situation before I was overwhelmed by all the thought of me being happy with a prince charming but all I had was myself at the end of the day . I fell in love with a monster and its sound absurd but I did . How do one get away from this castle ? How does one start a life from hell ? I didn't want to live forever because I knew I'll be living in pain Life brings hope and I embraced it I nurtured it . I felt like I could stand again I felt like this war wasn't over , on my stand it want over because I natured an egg that will end my pain