one step closer to you

" A step closer to know eachother "

There's lots of people around me and i was stuck in between them don't know from where to escape i was in middle of road crossing it and because of people I can't even stand at one position then from somewhere a hand comes to me and it didn't took me  a second to get from that rush , it was so misterious then i thought . 

I don't even say thanks and he went to his path i wanted to see his face but I can't . I wanted to know who was he or she ? . 

I don't even understand the gender because of unusal dress though i will one day found him or her and will say thanks one day .

Who  i am ? 

This question i asked everyday to me and there's lots of faces of mine I don't understand whom to believe . But i understand one thing that i should not believe in me and in this world anymore . 

I am kaira not the lead of this story not also a extra but a character who is finding her own identity in this world . In this world i wanted to become someone's life who is important to me in my whole life , he was always cheerful to everyone also to me too but more than anyone and that's the thing i like about him . 

His name is Park jea -joen , i know he korean from another country but he is still human that'waht i am telling to my family but it's to late . 

Let's start from start , how do i met him , how do i know him and why i wanted to be with him? 

Long ago , when i was sixteen and my family was in tour and it was my first time i went with them it was a great tour though but something seems off in that tour but it was completed by meeting him for the very first time . 

2005 , summer of sixteen 

I was paddling my bycycle in the land of seoul there's lots of white flowers trees I don't know the name of tree but i still remember how beautiful that was , i was on the bycycle seeing how beautiful the nature is here in seoul , as you know where we can see these trees in india . My dad is indian and my mom is a American an so on my family is mixed up with lots of different species of different countries. 

So far there's lots of people in the street of seoul i have met sorry , i saw just saw them but it was just him i tried to talk . 

" Aahh ouch ! Ohoo it hurts!" I said loudly without any hesitation and he sees me and laughed .

" Why ? I hurt my ankle and you are laughing it happened just because of you ." I blamed him for no reason i would have to stay silent and have to see that he also hurt his legs and hand both .

" 너만 싸이클 타고 나만 탓해? 유선. ". 

He said in his native language that i am the only one who is riding the bycycle but why blames only him . And that time it looks like he was cursing me . 

"  I can also curse you in my language ." I said and left ,  thought that it was waste of time to talk here .

" 나는 이해할 수 있지만 그 언어를 말할 수 없습니다.  

He said something which is out of reach to me , at that time not this time he was just saying that he can only understand what other people say but can't speak in that language .

And i went to home thinking that whom i bunked into but then dad come to me and telling me that i shoud have to go back and study and not to waste time here because they will stay here more than one week , but i requested them to let me saty for two to three days more . Because i wanted to know who is that person who is talking back to me . 

I was rude back then and still I don't know .

And next day the same thing happened to me bit this time he wasn't there i cursed the person who came in front of me but then i accidentally bump him again but now with name .

" 재전 씨, 떨어질 거 같은 날씨에 저를 꼭 안아주세요. " 

Someone elder than him hold his hands back towards them and saved him in coming infront me again but  i listen something i guess his name jea ? 

"  괜찮으세요? " Someone said . 

And i went down and asked hime this time , 

" Are you all right ? " 

This question was the very first time i have ever asked someone who is bullied by me . I was starled by my own words that did i mean that .

" 네, 잘 지내요 . " He said with his beautiful voice , I don't know what to say next after that , but it's seems that i wanted to talk and he isn't.

" I don't understand what you say ?" 

I asked him again .

" He was saying that he is fine . " The lady next to him said to me with big smile that surprise me because before that i have never experienced this good behaviour in my family everything is messed no one talks properly everyone is busy with their work and .. so on .

"  You seem not fine why ?" 

It just starled me i don't know how to recover from it but i will  but she asked me weather i am fine or not .

" It seems i am fine though ." I said and left but then he hold my hands and said .

"  우리랑 같이 먹지 않을래? " 

( Why don't you eat with us ? ) 

The words of him i don't understand but i love the way he said i was not in hurry to leave him it was like , i like that .

" What's your name ? He is asking. " 

The lady asked me again a question for him because he can't .

" Oh , me ! Myself kaira ." 

I said and he smiled I don't understand why .

 " What's wrong ?" I asked . 

"  당신의 이름 만 아름답습니다. " 

Again he makes my heart flutter i felt like nothing in front of him . 

" What did he said ?" I asked her .

" He said your name is beautiful !" And i thought that's why i was fluttered .

" Ohh ! Well i think i am getting late so .. i have to leave bye . " 

And that's when i realised that i fell for him at first sight when he calls my name by his beautiful voice .

" Kaira ! 가지마 " 

And i asked her again but this time she refused to tell me the right answer because his eyes said everything but her words are opposite.

" I think he wanted to tell you that he will meet you again " she tell me that .

" Ahh meet ? I don't think so because i am going back to my country and i don't think so that i will meet you again in person . " 

I replied and that hurts in words but I don't why his eyes saying don't go . Then he asked me where i am going to then i replied india then he looks not so satisfied with my response then i left without anything .