3 Broken

I am ...

* takes a deep breath *

I don't remember my name .. I don't even know if I had one, to begin with

if you're wondering what people call me?

they have names for me

Bitch, dog, slut and so on

I am maybe 16 or 17 years old not clear about it

I don't know to write and read as I was not allowed to go to school

I cook for the pack and clean up after them

I am the lowest omega

and my biggest contribution towards the pack is I help people relieve their frustration on me .. basically, I am their punching bag

the only person I spoke freely with is Angel

Angel is my wolf even she has a name, not me .. I really don't care...

I get beaten up 3 times day sometimes 4

I am lucky when some other packs are visiting...

they just lock me up in the basement in my cage and don't beat me.

they feed me once a week and twice if I was good

angel stopped talking to me 1-month ago.

maybe due to the beating I got because I added more salt in alpha Kevin's breakfast

I was whipped till all my body looked red and my skin is not at all visible

if I was a human I would have died long ago

once I was washing the dishes

someone came behind me and started hitting me

then they took the silver knife and stabbed me on my abdomen ..

they left after grumbling * worthless *

you may be wondering why I didn't try escaping I did try 6 times.. but I stopped once they told me they will hurt Alice if I go..

Alice is the only kind person around me.

she is the Beta's daughter. she was caught giving me some clothes to wear.

then was scolded badly

I really don't want to involve any innocent person for me

anyway I am a broken shoe.. who wants me

even Angel keeps quite these day ..

I tried to end all of this yesterday .. by cutting my wrist

but I was spotted and punished

I really want to end all this pain

the suffering

And I know my mate won't be any different to me .. or maybe he will be worse

as he would be alpha too

my dad was an alpha. I know only that about my parents

Alice never spoke to me in fear of being beaten or by disgust I really don't know..

but I will always be thankful to her

I really want to die before my mate finds me .. he would maybe break the last strand I have

my virginity

it's the only thing which I have now... but I don't want to lose it to someone I don't love .. love what is it?

i glance at my arms .. " SLUT " is carved with a silver knife

there are many such cravings on my body.

" MATELESS " is written on my back..

What did I do to deserve this??

Now

I am standing ... sorry hanging from the sealing

in my tattered cloths

my wrist is bound and attached to suspenders

"I can't take any more of this "

I hear a voice .. yes that is angel my wolf

" why can't they just kill us "

" I.. " I don't know what to say

"dear, mate won't care for us or save us .. he will abuse us more and maybe finally kill us .." she says dejectedly

I reply

" he would maybe reject us at one look "

"true " she cries

you know a wolf is more mentally and physically stronger but my wolf who would give me more strength gave up a month ago

she lost it!

they broker her too

my stomach grumbles

I have not eaten anything in 4 days and am feeling dizzy

suddenly there are sounds of many footsteps

I smell something really amazing similar to coffee or flowers not sure

and finally angel

whispers the only thing which scares me more than anything else

" mate "

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the most difficult chapter to write ( type )

but I guess this would be the most of abuse part

as I said, I like fluff

so coming chapters are better

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