11 The Stormy day of my Life..

~Daniel POV~

At the time of the accident happen, there's one of our bodyguard are standing near the location. He actually had run over to save her, but to late, because he already saw me run in rushing and panic to save her. He already call directly to our family to inform what had happen. He also has call the ambulance to bring us to the nearest hospital. Both of us been rushing to the emergency department with still holding hand tightly. It put the doctor and nurse pitied both of us. They even don't have the gut to separate us, they come to conclusion that they will put us in the same operation room. Both our family member rushing to the hospital and waiting outside. She got a deep internal bleeding in her brain. While am most in more critical condition which will leave in vegetative state that will take more time to heal.

She's now more stable even though still in coma. The only bad new is she might got lost all her memories. After my parent hear the result of my condition. They become so sad and also worried. The doctor had conclusion that within 3 months if I didn't awake, than there will be no chances of me to save anymore. That result my parent and family is in so much pain. They also worried about my lovable princess. They discuss with each other and with her family in front of my unconscious body. If after 3 months that I didn't wake up. Than decided to just put my Lovable princess in the dark to what has happen to me. All my parent don't want her to suffer more than she should be. They will give her blessing to have her separate life without me. I can feel a tears of sadness falls down from my closing eyes. I want to fight this feeling of hopelessness, but I can't even move my own hand. I prayed in my heart and soul, I'm pleading. "Please.. please.. please.. is there anyone can hear me.. please hear me out.. don't let her leave me here alone.. please.. mommy.. daddy.. grandpa.. anyone.. please.." I pleading and pleading in my deepest soul.

She's in coma in a long time too, that's what I heard from their talking. On the 2nd month after the accident, she finally opening her eyes. But, I heard from my family's talking that she can't remember anything about me. My parent ask her parent not to enclosed anything regarding me first. They ask them to tell her only if I wake up before the 3rd month. The time pass till it the last day of the 3rd month and it's the final decision of my family. Till the very end of the day in the 3rd months, there is still no movement from me. My parent in their heavy heart announce to her family that they will pull of the engagement from her family. I can still hear my mommy's crying over my fate. Her father and brother also have a heavy sadness in their voice. They say that they will cherish every moment of our beautiful memories with each other even though she can't remember me.

She finally can discharge from the hospital. She living her new life now without even know the storm of sadness of me and my family have experiences. Deep in my heart I still agreed to my parent and family to just let her go with her new life because I don't want to be someone selfish to hold her life and wait for me. I wish that she will find someone better and will have a happy life.

After 1 year and a half, I finally found my light to walk out of my coma. But it's was to late for me and I now I'm cripple. I can't even move my lower part of my body. I open my eyes and look around, I was still in my own bed in my bedroom and also it's full of extra medical instrument and machine. I tried to move myself, but could not even pull my self up. "Feeya... Feeya... Mommy.. Daddy.. anyone.." I call in my raspy voice. I can hear a hurried foot step and than there sound of open door. "Feeya...?" I called her name again. "You've finally awake my son."cried my mommy. "Son, we're so happy that you finally awake."say my daddy. Than he make a call to our private doctor. "Mommy.. Daddy.. where is my beloved Feeya?" I ask them. They only look at us with sad eyes. "We will talk about this later okay, my son." mommy say to me. After all the check up, the doctor confirm that I'm cripple on my lower half of body. It'll took time for me to recuperate. I'm also feel hurt so much for this result.

After all the check up. Only than all my family agreed to tell me on what has happen within the year while I've been in vegetative state. It took me for many days to settle down my own miserable sad feeling. I've been crying over for so many days. They also told me that my beloved Feeya already found herself new boyfriend. But, it's what surprise them is that, she didn't look that she's really happy with her new boyfriend. She still look that she just an empty shell. She didn't look like herself in her previous years they know her. They often found her in her deep dreaming. She always look into space with a distance eyes. My family has send someone to always guard her from any danger, because they already found out that the accident happen to us is not just a simple accident. It's been instruct by someone.

They are now investigate on that accident till now because there is no trace at all. "I know that you will always love her son, we're so sorry to make that decisioned without your consent. We just don't want to let her suffer more if she found out that her beloved fiance is in the brink of life and death. We also love her as our own daughter. We just want to give her a chances to live her life without any sadness." says my mommy to me with eyes full of tears. "Mommy.. daddy, I will never blame you guys, because it's what should be done. I don't want her to suffer more than what it should be. I'm now cripple man mommy. I don't want her to have me as a burden to her life. She has to be happy with other man that capable enough to live with her. I will always by her side even though just in a shadow because I will love her till death." I say in firm tone, there's a tears flow down from my eyes.