1 Chapter 1
Hi I'm Sab, The Author of 'Jikook Fanfic'. So let's start of with 8 facts about me
-I like BTS and TWICE
-kinda fluent with Korean and English
-I hate bitter stuff and MOMO (not MOMO the twice member)
-I have 9 friends in school
-I'm 11 but turning 12 in July 15
-I have one online friend
-I'm a Filipino
-I ❤ making FFs and Stories.
So the title of this story is "My Life with Friends" right? well all the chapters is all about me and my best friends. First, Let me introduce all of them (10)
-Venice
-Ghislaine
-Danna
-Shisei
-Morianna or Yan- Yan
-Luchie
-Chloe
-Josephine
-Reinord
-Kevin
All of them are really precious in my life! I met some of them when I was just 4 years old and some of them well...when I was 10 years old
We used to be together on every recess and Lunch but sometimes, We go our separate ways when we had a little quarell about us or something.
Out of all of them, I'm the most weirdest, most Stupid and kinda mean. And the most smartest on our group is Venice and Morianna I really want to be like them!
One day, On recess Yan-Yan went to ask me a question about me, Venice and Ghislaine. I thought it wasn't really a big deal to be honest, It's a really serious problem between my other two friends then I started to noticed that Venice and Ghislaine didn't sit on the same table with me...I was wondering why. After I finished eating my snacks,I was about to go to the library but Lian, Yan-Yan and Danna blocked me and said to go to the front of the Yellow room. My Heart was beating so fast and telling myself "Oh my gosh Sab, what did you do now! where did you get yourself into?!" after I said that Danna tried to explain something but before she starts, I cried first because I knew the problem already. All I can think about is why didn't they told me in the first place? Why did they have to hide it? they should've talked it out! then Lian politely explained why we were here...I have never been so for real in my whole life and never been this emotional too.
They told me that the two if my friends were mad at me. That I said something bad about them I have NEVER EVER said ANYTHING bad to them..I cried even more felt like I was suffocating of Fear and Sadness. I said something to Morianna that I would never EVER forget till this day
-"I wish I haven't move sections"
-"I wish I didn't move here"
and lastly, the most darkest of them
-"I wish I just...DIED"
Never thought of that coming out of my mouth but I guess it happened. At exam, The more I thought of it I realized that I DID say it to them! I just forgot! At that time, I was talking to myself and said
"I did say it..I shouldn't have said that! I should've just kept it to myself! I was minding my mad temper over my friends not noticing that I'm hurting them that...I'm breaking our 7 years friendship!! They deserve a better friend than me.. I wish they just didn't become my friend so that I couldn't hurt them..I'm such a bitch..I should've just..left them so they could be more happy..They're Right..I AM A BAD INFLUENCE TO THEM..I kept on saying that they were just looking at the bad side of a person like me but In reality, It's me looking at their bad side...They deserve to be happy and I deserve to be left out.."
I said. When I went home...I cried even more luckily why parents didn't noticed..I almost killed myself thinking that they'll be more happier If I'm gone but I remember my family truly dying inside when My grandpa died they'll do that when I die so I stopped..
TO BE CONTINUED
