1 A quick note.

To uphold the integrity of my friends and loved ones, all names used in this story will be changed. The story you are about to read is true.

As a little bit of context, I don't have any friend in real life. I keep to my self and I don't share my feelings with many people because I just find opening up to be too hard. Too emotional. This story may use explicit language and describe graphic scenes be it sexual or involving sensitive topics such as death and mental illness. I hope to bring awareness to other people's lives. It may even save your life or the life of some one you love.