4 Shattered hart

So my friend that I have feelings for is not answering my text and I am Hart broken like I really am.My hart can't take it anymore plus on top of that my mom said I might not be going to LA for the summer and that made my hart shatter even more like I can really feel it.Right now it really feels like I am not alive and I feel alone I don't know what to do because it hurts so bad the thing is no body like me I am ugly and fat.People do call me pretty but it's my family and I half believe it. I wish my life would be better. My mom, gave me to another family so that she can get herself together. I lived with them since I was like 8 months. I think I was better off living with them. They are my godmother's mom and dad that took care of me but right now I don't know what to do.

8:16pm

5/27/19

Las Vegas Nevada