Day 3

*sigh*before i continue with 6 am i have something to tell and that is something important.

Last night,i texted one of my freind lets call her A,she said that she spammed my freind lets call him E on ig.

Like is it because we were cursing at each other that she spammed him,aahhh its all because i shared a text conversation with a E.

We started cursing at each other,if you can see he and i are best freinds so we never got hurt when it comes to that.

I got suspicious and started looking at his ig to see A spamming him with words i cant discribe,i almost though she was a mother scolding her child.

So i texted her saying that if E doesnt talk to me again,im not talking to you with an angry face.

A started to apologise but it didnt change the fact that she got into other people business....well it is my fault for telling her that.

I have to say that i learn my lesson on not to tell personal stuff to A about my best freind E.

I cant imagine if A started spamming until im freindless well gotta go haha it was crazy alright.

But after that spam,E didnt even went online...i regret it...because in my heart,i'll never get the chance to confess my feelings.

Haha we're just freinds and i know that if someone wanted to separate me from even my best freind i'll do anything to block him/her....

7:30am

Lolol im late again!!

Today we're going somewhere else and that what i was thinking not to go.

Just to say yes im having breakfast outside and after that we'll go home.

10:10am

why did i agree to go!!2 was bragging about going shopping to a far place JUST to buy a single book!

Are you kidding me a single book!!

And now im bragging about walking home like dude i'll father walk home than go there..

But we did anyways and nah didn't regret it ofcourse...

11:30am

You know why i didn't regret it.....its because i got to cut my hair short like i always want...

And good news,9 is also cutting her hair because my mom couln't stand the fact that she doesn't take care of her hair and worse having white hair!!

So she decided to just cut it short but not short like me ofcourse like my hair is like a guys and she doesnt even want to cut it like that.

I actually don't care thought,since this is my hair Lol.

12:46am

Here i am writing the story like man this is hard to think 0////0.

But boy i can't stop falling for myself HAHA

Its just me that i got into it but the reason why i cut it short was that i feel suffocated if its long.

And the reason was because of a quick rejection.

Should i say that in 2018,i was into this guy and he was actually nice and stuff.

Every angle got his good sides and i never miss the chance to see him smile.

But one day,i heard him talking to his freinds and well i wasn't peeking okay it was just a coincidence.

And lets call him N.

N's freind"hey i have a question,does meh10 like you because she has been staring at you for a while".

N"no i dont like her but i do like the person sitting in front of her"

N's freind"WOW dude,a rejection without hesitation".

Well i couln't bear it so iran quietly.

And as a year past by,whenever we walk near each other or just passing by,i would always look straight and never look back.

Because i hope that he'll be happy with someone and i'll find the person right for me....

3:49pm

*sigh*I finished my task and now im designing my book.

It's been almost an hour since i've been searching for chibis to draw.

Well you know for designs and when people say like"wow did you draw this".

i'll be like"yes i did and i copied it at the internet what wonders right?"

Right now im still searching and maybe i can play frisbee later.....

5:00pm

Playing frisbee in a hot day is nice but ouch getting sunburn is not.

To be honest with yo,whilr i play this my leg seem to hurt like crazy.

6:00pm

Yep should have stopped playing when it hurt a little bit but wow i didn't knew that my dad would be an expert at playing.

i envy him,maybe i should work out to have some muscles on me.

I always dream of having it but its to much work.

8:20pm

After a fresh shower,i cant help but sleep so i think this the end of day 3...

ah i almost forgot that the draw almost finished but still dont know what to do with the extra space....

But right now i feel heart broken like boy why didnt they add me to the new group*sob* *sob*.

Well bye and good night viewers~