8 So sad.

I was all alone in my room crying my eyes out Just because of what transpired between Jay and I.i don't know why it has affected me so much. Guess its because I didn't expect such stupid behaviour from him of all people.

Betty this one you've been lying down since with your face down,hope all is well with you?

Mariana who was cleaning the room asked me as she tried to raise my face up .

That's when she found out I was crying and she was suprised to see me in such state .

She's always seen me as a very strong person and it would be very hard for me to shed tears

She didn't ever imagine she would one day,see me cry.

Hey Betty what's the problem? Please talk to me

I'm here for you anytime and I don't like seeing you like this .

Is it about Zoddie ?or your family? Or maybe your friend,please talk to me .I couldn't talk because I would cry more so I just kept mute and continued to cry.

She picked up my phone and opened it,I don't know what she wants to do and I didn't ask either

Untill she said hello and I turned my face.Who did she call with my phone?

Jason how are you? Please its Mariana ,Betty's roommate and friend she said.

I was very angry but u couldn't show it or react very badly because I knew she had good intentions and she was only helping ,though she should have consulted me before calling anyone with my phone .Well I didn't give her a choice ,i wasn't ready to talk and she just did what she felt was the best.

I'm calling because Betty has been in a sober mood since morning and she doesn't want to talk to me,i don't know what to do or how to make her stop crying so I decided to call you.

Do you have any idea what might be the problem ?or how I could get her to stop crying at least .

Minutes passed by but I didn't hear anything from Mariana again ,so I raised my face to find out why she wasn't talking anymore since she was on a call with Jason obviously.

What happened ? I asked her as I saw she was only holding the phone like she saw or heard something weird in it .

Jason hung up .

She said looking at me like she wanted to hear some explanations as to why Jason cut the call without even saying a word.

I was also suprised to hear that Jason did that too.Has it reached to that extent?

Hey,is there any problem between you two?Mariana asked as that could be the only reason why Jason did what he did .

Yeah there is,I answered finally

I went to his place because I needed to hear his opinion about that stuff you told me to do and his reaction was just something i don't understand.

He acted like we were having problems before

Like what I said irritated him so much

I think he overreacted and so I left angrily .

Since I left he hasn't called it texted

He didn't even try to stop me when I was about to leave his place .

I find it awkward that you lie down right here and cry over something so silly,if he decided to act crazy then you should ignore him and keep a cool head.You don't need him for anything,you shouldn't be crying over this and I must say I'm disappointed to hear this is the reason you are shedding tears.

Think over what I told you and make a decision,we are talking about your own good here and you are the only one that knows what want to do and what will make you feel better.

If you feel like you should follow my advice and go see Zoddie to offer him a proper apology then you do so.If you feel it's not wise to do and you don't feel okay with it then you back out.

What are you instincts telling you?

A woman's instinct is almost always right so just follow your instincts. I have nothing more to say to you.You are a very big girl and you can take good care of yourself without your brother.

In life you gotta be ready for anything because you never can tell.Everyone on their own so just make sure you're on the right track and you do what you want to do.

Get up and live your life stop all the waiting .

Hearing those words from Mariana really made me feel so better.Didn't know she was such a badass as giving people words of advice .

I'm lucky to have her as a friend I guess.

I need to stand up and put my shits together.

No one else will do it for me.