9 Keep your head up.

I've finally gotten over that feeling I had since yesterday,thanks to Mariana.

I just came back from Church and my roomie is already cooking.She loves cooking so well and I thank God for that because I don't really like cooking .Did you even go to church?I asked her as I came inside the room,

It's not time for me to leave yet she answered,

We go to different churches cause I'm catholic and she's Pentecostal so we when it comes to going to church,we don't go together .

She's a Pentecostal but she doesn't act like one.

I use to hear Pentecostals act too religious but she's not like that .Anyways everyone is not the same.

I've thought about everything that has been going on and I've decided to let everything be.

I won't go to Zoddie's place to apologise for anything,I'll just wait to see if anything happens again.For a while now I haven't heard from him or seen him so I think everything has cooled down a bit.Or maybe it's because it's the weekend and he's just waiting for the weekend to run out so he would start again.

Whatever the case maybe,I just have to keep mute and face everything with a cool head .

I decided to eat and go out for a walk since it was sunday,there's nothing much to do apart from relaxing and listening to some music ..

I was already eating when my phone rang and it was my brother. Jason..

I didn't pick the call because I was still very angry with him and I didn't just want to annoy myself the more.He gave me ten calls but still it didn't move me.If he seriously wants to talk to me,he knows where to find me .

I had already finished my food and now I'm heading out ,just to get some fresh air and get my mind off things.Its really been a rough week but here I am,as strong as ever.

My phone hasn't stopped ringing ,maybe I should just pick and talk to him once and for all,not like what he did was so bad ,its just that I didn't expect that kind of reaction from him .Apart from the fact that he acted childish,he disrespected me too given the way he talked to me .

Hello Jay,how are you doing ?

I asked him as I finally picked up the call.Betty I'm fine and you ?

He answered in a very low tone.He sounded so down like he was sick or something. Well I hope he Is fine.

I'm fine Jay.i answered him after taking much time .

I called to apologise to you for how I acted over what you told me the other day.i promise you it wasn't my intention to hurt you or to make you feel bad or to disrespect you either.I reacted wrongly and I've just realized I should have apologised a long time ago.I hope you forgive me and let's move on.

I was speechless after hearing everything he had to say though I expected it because there was no other reason he would be calling other than to apologise.

I've forgiven you Jay and I'm sorry for getting upset too.I just didn't expect what I got from you .

You shouldn't be apologising Cousin,I'm the wrong one here and I should do the apologising. Where are you now?

If you are free,maybe I should come over so we could hang out and talk about things ,I've missed you these past few days and I know you've missed me too or am I wrong ?He asked and we laughed.

I didn't miss you at all Jay,in fact I'm very okay without you so don't feel too important,I said and we laughed over it too.

Well I went out to get some fresh air but if you want us to meet and talk ..I'll send you my location right after this call if it's okay by you .But you have to promise me that you won't upset me anymore.

Hey Betty ,you don't have to throw it to my face anymore ,I've already apologised and I suggest we leave that behind already .

Yeah right ,I'm sorry about that .

So are you coming ?

Yeah cousin just send me your location and I'm there no time to waste.

Okay I'll be waiting Bro.