8 grade

I don't understand people sometimes. People always come to me when something goes wrong. They believe that I can fix that mistake, but I'm only human. I go through stuff to but nobodies there for me when I'm going through them. I made stupid mistakes because of the fact that I was hurt. I know that that's not an excuse for all the people that I hurt.

I remember this girl that I told a lie about and till this day I haven't apologized. I know what I did was wrong I don't know why I did it. I remember trying to apologize but this girl came up to me telling me that the girl (that I made the lie about) wants to fight me, and that changed my mind. I understood why she would though. For that lie she got beat by her mother. I wanted to apologize so I would always say I'm going to apologize tomorrow. Tomorrow turned to a week, then a month, then a year before I knew it it was already too late.

I regret that mistake I made.  That's only one of the mistakes that I made in my life. I made too much that sometimes I wondered if it would be better to just leave this world, but that also made me wonder what happens when we die.

A lot of people say that we go to heaven or hell; but that didn't make sense to me. Why would the god who created you, gave you life, put you in hell for the choices you made in the life he gave. I don't believe there's requirement to meet when you die, but then again what do I know.