19 Chapter 18

WINTER'S POV

Throughout the way home, I didn't talk to him then locked myself at my room.

It's just that, I think everything progressed too quickly. Him being touchy, me being comfortable with him... now I feel that it's not right.

I know he's my mate, and because I have five older brothers, I'm comfortable with guysss...

Since before I'm more close to them than with girls, even sleeping on the same bed with one...

Right...

I mean, who didn't slept with their siblings on the same bed once or twice, right?

But my relationship with him is not of that of a sibling. I felt that I 've been used, only a bed warmer. Sleeping with him every night but without any status, he is the alpha and it' s like I'm only s luna in name...

A month have passed but what?!

I'm the tipe of person that doesn't care about big... flowery... GRAND ceremonies. Even romantic fudge like other girls, I'm satisfied knowing what my partner feels about me... knowing that he loves me... won't leave me...

Buy I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE FEELS ABOUT ME! Being mates doesn't automatically mean that you are both head over heals with each other. In the human world, couples could still break up, same as husband and wife they could have a divorce. Same as mates, they could still be broken.

The hell... why am I so sensitive right now...

...

Ughh, hot... It's so hot... Who's frying me?...

" ughh" I woke up, I look around me and the window, it's already dark. Maybe midnight? I looked at the door and it's still locked. Maybe he doesn't care about me...

Damn, why does my body feels hot! I hunched down and hugged my belly part.

I don't even know if I still have the strength to stand up, ughhhh....

LIS' / MELISSA'S POV

Hmm, are they fighting?

I'm standing like a soldier reporting in front of an official, well my brother is an official right? If you're asking me why am I doing this is because... nothing really I just felt like doing it.

" She's still in her room, and I think she won't come out. " I said to my brother

" ' sigh' okay " ' sigh'

I sat on the chair in front of his desk, and looked at his troubled expression.

" Dark, are you two fighting? " he didn't react.

' sigh ' " BANG "

We both looked at the door and saw Cain catching his breath.

" huff- ah wait huff— woooh. Alpha, luna' s in her heat. " he said with an expression like it's not a big problem.

" huh, what? " said Dark, like the information didn't sink in his brain.

" your mate is in heat! Oh my gosh brother! "

I said shouting at him. To sink it in.

" but I didn't— "

" yah we know, you didn't marked her yet. It's a forced heat, heartless brother. " I said to him with a bitter tone. He walked passed us cooly... Baka niisan

For a luna, being marked also gives you authority. It's like stabilizing your position in the pack.

And for Win who didn't have any special seremony, to the outside it's like she's nothing.

Normally, luna ceremonies are grand. It's like a wedding, it also shows how much authority and importance that woman have.

At the end, Win is still a woman. Even though she grew with men around her, and doesn't care about girly things, I know she also wants to experience what other women have.