13 Chapter 12

WINTER'S POV

Waaaah, that was so embarrassing...

Well, he brought me to his room and now I'm chilling here on his bed. This room really smells like him.

But... my mind is a mess right now. I'm not a person that you can call 'innocent'. Bur I look innocent... yeah looks really can be deceiving.

Living in a house with five brothers will strip away your innocence.

When I was young I borrowed my brother Vlad's phone because, obviously I don't have my own. Then I went to my room to chill and play the games that he had installed in his phone. But, a child like are curious about things, so... I saw porn videos in his phone...

So I'm really, really, really curious about it, and I don't know what porn is at that age so.... I watched it....

.

.

.

After that I gave his phone back, but I never saw him in the same way ever again.

That's just the first incident, the second is I saw a game in his phone and *cough" curiosity... I played it and it was an R18 game... *cough*

.

. *cough*

.

Other than him there is also brother James, I borrowed his phone to watch a lyric video that was saved to his phone and I saw...those kind... of videos... AGAIN.

That time I know better not to watch it.

Since then, my mind is not the same anymore...

And when I'm in high school, I discovered 'boys love' or bxb... And different positions...

I didn't know anal sex could be really possible...

.

. *cough* back to the topic...

.

With this mind of mine, and the fact that I already have a mate, and sooner or later we're going to do the did... I don't know what to do.

Should I act innocent?

Earlier, he's like a shy girl that can't even look at me properly but now...

Let's see who's going to eat who...