39 simple?

"Yesterday, I~"Soo Hyun was about to bend his body to apologise ,when Shellina interrupted him in the middle 

"I don't want to talk about yesterday "She didn't even lift her eyes to see him .

"But..I .. I ~"

"If you don't have anything else ,you can go " the coldness could be clearly visible in her eyes when Soo Hyun lowered his head and moved to get out the room .

Just as he was about to open the door , a voice again interrupted him 

"Wait "

He immediately turned imagining a ray of hope .

"I knew you father ,he was an employee at our company " she said in a little lower tone .

"An employee, here …"Soo Hyun repeated as if trying to understand the situation "Then ,where is he ,I want to see him " he said looking hopefully at Shellina .

"He's not here "her eyes were still fixed at the document on the table .

"Did he leave  ,then where is he now ?" he asked in an innocent but curious voice "

"He is no more ,he already died 7 years ago "

A shadow of shock covered over Soo Hyun 's face .He struggled to move his body when his mind was incomplete shock .For a moment no words came out from his mouth .And his legs felt weak ,he took the support of the chair which was place in front of Shellina desk and then pulled himself together to ask "h..how did it happen ?"

"It was a car accident ,he was going home from the company and that is when it happened " 

"But why are you telling me ,now?"he said holding back his tears .

"You were the one asking ?"she said in a surprised tone as if not expecting a question .

"If there is nothing else I may take my leave "said Soo Hyun and came out of the room .

He took the lift and instead of pressing the button down he pressed the button up which could take him to the tarrace .

He opened the door for terrace and then let his tears flow .The dry waves of winter winds were like wiping his tears of his face but yet they refused to end .Tears were continuously escaping the boundary of his eyes while he sniffed his nose to breath harder .He had never properly seen his father ,even after becoming an adult the thought of visiting his father came a countless time to his mind but courage still seemed to lack .He was afraid of taking any step that would end up hurting his mom.But now ,it looked like he no longer had to struggle with this thought anymore ,cause there was no one to left to meet now .He remember how lifeless his mom became after the divorce ,how hard was for her to earn and how hard for him to live without a father that most of his friends already possess .He wondered if his mom knew that and didn't tell me or what if she didn't even knew it yet .It's not like he would even tell her or talk to her about that .

He was still sniffing and coughing when Jasika entered the scene from behind .

"So here you are ?" She whispered standing at his side and offered him a handkerchief. 

"So that is what you want me to know ?" he took the handkerchief from his hand "You might be really happy now ".

"What if I say no? " she said, looking at him while Soo Hyun gazed at her in surprise.

"It's not like I don't have a heart, Soo Hyun" she turned her face to the other side .

Both of their gazes meet as she turns her head back .

"What do you mean ? " He asked, wiping off his tears .

"How did he die ?" she asked in a concerned voice .

"I...it was an accident ,a car accident " he struggled to get the words out of his mouth .

"Are you sure of it ?"she asked in suspicion.

"Not again , please "he again busted .

"Don't you think if it would have been that simple , Shellina would have told you a lot earlier "