my father

my name is Alex, I live with my father but I really wouldn't call him a father. He wants me to be the perfect son, he makes me so angry. I go to college and he wants me to do football but fuck that shit I'ma do something I love. Art. Art and music are the best things you can get in life. I secretly take art I pay the coach of college to show my dad I actually do when he asks. Art calms me and put music in that is so calming.

In the morning

Dad: Alex how's college you better be playing football you're already a disgrace enough being a fucking gay

Alex: college is fine and I'm playing football like you asked * sighs*

Dad: fucking gay go to fucking college

As you can see my father absolutely hates gay people I'm just glad he still pays for college. I'm just glad that my mom got way from this monster

in the afternoon

I'm on campus and this short guy ran into me. He had freckles and two different colored eyes with a birth mark on his cheek. He was so adorable I couldn't be mad at him even if I don't know him.

Eli: I'm so sorry

Alex: it's fine but why were you in a hurry

Eli: I was running away from my friend she keeps trying to take photos if me

Alex: hmmm I'd run away too if it was me

Eli: I never got a name

Alex: hmm i don't know if I could trust you

Eli: how dare you I'm so trustworthy

Alex: if you say so....the name is Alex

Eli: nice.. I'm Eli the most weirdest person you'll meet

Eli : here's my number we should hang out

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Eli: gotta go

just like that that short adorable boy ran off while his friend was chasing him , I think he just made my day well he did give me his number so I'll probably see him again

that night

Dad: I went to your college to day.... I didn't see you in the field

Alex: oh yeah they had me get us drinks and when I got back I saw you leaving I thought you had to back to work so I didn't bother you

Dad: sure.... fucking mistake. I'm going to bed

"fucking mistake" I hate him maybe he's the mistake. I decided to text Eli since I have nothing better to do, we decided to hang out soon.

The next day

Dad: YOU FUCKING IDIOT

Alex: what did I do this time

Dad: I got a call from the coach he said that you're not on the time you were fucking paying him

Alex: are you sure there are two Alex's on the team

Dad:you're fucking lucky

I was so mad, what the fuck how did he find out , that fucking coach I'm just so glad he believed my lie. I should find a job you never know I might find to pay for college, I'll start looking tomorrow. Right now I just need my art and music.

That night

I got this weird call and they told me to meet them I swear if it's some dude who is prank calling me, I'm gonna go crazy

Alex: hey I'm here I got your call

Eli:A-alex I'm sorry but you're the only one who I could call *starts to cry*

Alex: shhhh...it's okay

I slowly grab his hand and pulled him into a tight hug , he started to cry even more. What happened to him, he hugged me back. He tried to say something but he couldn't. I look up at him and wipe his tears, damn those eyes are so gorgeous. I wanted to look at those eyes forever but he needs sleep it looks like he hasn't slept in hours.

Alex: come on you need sleep

Eli:A-are you sure

Alex: yes , now come on

I had a dorm but I don't use it because I need to keep a eye on my dad but he would love it if I went back to the dorm and I don't need my father flipping a nut with another man in my bed. We got to the dorm and I gave him some clothes so he could change while he got changed I went to get him some water and something sweet cuz he looks like he could use some sweet candy about now. When I came back into the room I found Eli on the floor crying. I dropped the water and candy and I ran up to him and hold him in tell he stopped crying

Alex: what happened

Eli: I-i thought you left

Alex: I would never leave you

I picked him up and put him on the bed and I was going to clean the mess but Eli had grabbed me and put me back on the bed and hugged me. He started to cry again , I didn't know what to do but hug him back.

Alex: go to bed it's already 2 in the morning you should be tired

Eli: What if you leave again

Alex: I never left Eli I was being a gentleman and left while you changed

Eli: are you positive

Alex: positive

I kissed him on his forehead and told him once again that I wouldn't leave. After I said that he finally fell asleep but he was sleeping on me so I wouldn't be able to clean my mess in tell morning. I looked down at him and looked at his tan skin , messy hair , and his freckles , I kinda miss his beautiful eyes looking up at me but I'm really curious about what happened to this short beautiful kid.

The next morning

I woke up and started to clean up my mess , then I started to make breakfast. After I made breakfast and put it on the table , Eli screamed. I ran to the room to find him in a corner crying , I ran up to him picked him up and went to the bed. I was rocking him and he slowly stopped crying.

Eli: I-I thought you l-left me

Alex: * kisses his forehead* I said I would never leave you

I tried to get up but Eli wouldn't let go of my shirt, so I picked Eli up and we went to the kitchen and put him in his chair so he could eat but he still wouldn't let go. so I went to my chair and put Eli on me and grabbed his food. He finally let go and ate his food but after he finished he grabbed onto me again. I picked Eli up again and headed to the bedroom so I could change and for Eli to take a shower. Once we got to the room and I put Eli on the bed he still wouldn't let me go.

Alex: Eli I need to take a shower and so do you , it will be faster if you let me go

Eli: No

Alex: why

Eli: you're just gonna leave

Alex: how many times do I have to tell you that I'll never fucking leave you

I started to get mad that he keeps thinking a would leave so I forced Eli off me and walked into the bathroom and slammed the door. I could hear Eli crying and I couldn't bear hearing him cry so I turned the shower on and got in.

15 minutes later

I walked out if the bathroom to see that Eli stopped crying and was in the chair waiting for me to come out.

Eli: I'm sorry for not believing when you said you weren't leaving

Alex: I'm sorry if I scared you

Eli finally noticed that I was only wearing a towel, he turned away all blushed and I just laughed. I didn't think someone could be so cute even tho he's been crying all morning. I walked up to him and kissed his forehead then went to the closet and got changed. After I got changed I grabbed his hand and I went to the chair and put him on my lap.

Alex: Eli is it okay if I asked you a couple questions about what happened that night

Eli: it's okay but it might be hard for me

Alex: why were you crying

Eli: my d-dad he likes to do certain things to me

Alex: what

Alex: can we talk about something else p-please

Eli: sure

Eli: Do you like grapes

Alex: really grapes

Eli: well yeah

Alex: * Laughs*

Eli: * Laughs*

Alex: Let's go I'm gonna show a place of mine

Eli: ok

We got into the car and I started to drive to seceet place that I think will help Eli like it helped me but it's a four hour drive.