Chapter 10
was 2'o clock in the afternoon.As I already said, I had a lot of fun today.
I think it's time to design my next suit. I wanted to design a formal one actually.So, I began thinking about which kind of material and what colour would be fine for a formal appearance.
Suddenly something stroke me.
"How about a 'tux',Helena?",I questioned myself.
Hm! Well.It might be a good decision.
A tux is a suit,which is a black or white jacket worn at formal social events generally in the evening,with matching trousers and bow tie. It is generally called as a tuxedo.
A tuxedo which is a dinner jacket or a dinner suit is distinguished primarily by satin or grosgrain facings on the jacket's lapels and buttons and a similar stripe along the outseam of the trousers.
I took out a large drawing sheet and drew a brief sketch of Chase in tuxedo.It took over two hours for me to prepare a sketch.Later I packed everything and reached home.Days passed very quickly.
After a few days,on a weekend....
Our journey continued beautifully. Almost every day except on the weekends,we met in our journey. It was about a month since we met. We became so close with our looks that I felt it impossible to live without him. We didn't had much conversation,but the few words we spoke with each other everyday like Good Morning,Thank you...cherished me all the time.
Days passed very soon,but still I've not managed to get any personal information from him. Hmm! It's actually a drawback of many introverts. Though we want to do something,we cannot manage to do it just because we hesitate to do so.Chase has asked me to promise him something like that.He wanted me to be happy all the time. But,when he asked me this, I observed some pain and sadness in his eyes. I ignored it at that moment. But now I think I should find it out as soon possible.
After having my dinner, I went upstairs into my room.It was so cold outside.So, I hid myself in a large blanket and lied on my bed.This weather again reminded me of Chase who left me in thoughts. I really hate this weekend which parts me from Chase,my love. I opened his painting , I mean sketch drawn by me.
Asusually,he looked very handsome and attractive. I don't know why I was so addicted to him. I had no personal information regarding Chase.But for me, everything seems like I don't need to get one.... what he does ,who he is....Hmm! Is all this required?I just ignored everything and looked into his eyes which always plays with me.
"I love you Chase"... , saying the three magical words, I smiled.
But how could I tell him?
Can I succeed in writing a letter? ,a love letter actually.
It's very common when a boy proposes a girl.But I think my story would be something different. I'm going to propose my love.Thinking all this, I got a naughty smile on my face. I don't want to lose him at any cost. He's my first love,my first crush. I began writing a love letter to my love....
"
Dear Chase,
I love the way you look at me...
I love the way you treat me....
I love the way you talk to me....
And I love the way you adore me...
Altogether, I love you Chase....
You're my everything,Chase . I never got such a feeling for anyone I met earlier. You are something different from the rest. You are very special to me... Chase. I've tried hard to divert myself from you at the beginning of our journey,but soon I realised that it's something beyond difficulty. Your presence gives me all the happiness in life. I feel so good when you're around me. I just want to tell you that you complete me in life. Your every action, your every move,your every look cherishes me.Since the time that I met you, I've experienced things that I has never thought I was capable of experiencing. You've helped me realise my true potential.Words could not be enough to describe my love for you.
Finally,all that I want to tell you is
"I Love you CHASE EDWARDS...."
With all my love,
Helena Davies..."
I placed this letter in an envelope and kept it safely in my cupboard.
"Common Helena! You're going to propose him tomorrow.Cheer up", I said to myself. Later I slept.