3rd

sniff! my dad slapped me very hard many times because i like drinking, so what? why is it so hard just to accept me the way I am?

at least i don't do drugs right?

at least i don't hurt people right?

at least i don't bully students right?

at least i don't do sex YET right?

then why!? why hurt me!?

i drink to forget!

i drink to ease the pain!

i drink because i want to be happy!

Is it hard to undersrand!? I am hurt! physically and emotionally! I don't want to live anymore dad.

I hate you for hurting me.

I hate you for cheating to my mom.

I hate you for not understanding us.

I hate you for not making us your priority.

-----mommymi

02/19/18