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Yo jornal'

  Why do i feel this way?

It feels like they dont love me anymore.

They make me feel unwanted.

I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm in pain.

It's mix emotions.

Dont realy know what to feel.

I want to die. So i tried cutting myself.

I know it should be painful but it didnt.

It almost feel refreshing. The more blood flows the more pleasure i feel. Sick right? Cutting myself makes me feel safe.

Safe because when i run out of blood the pain in my heart will technically go away.

I think im sick liking death.

----mommymi

02/17/19