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So my girlfriend went to California for vacation and I won't see her until January. I tell you, it sucks. It took me awhile to notice, but I really love having her around. I used to love taking pills, and I swear, being with her gives me the same feeling. Maybe that's why people say "love is like a drug, it's addictive"

I'm also tired of our secrecy, her parents, siblings, cousins, or family in general don't know. Hell, most of our friends don't know about it. Only close friends know about my relationship with her. Well, I think her brother and sister knows. The rest, I don't think so. Because I know her brother from school, and her sister knows about our phone calls that last up to 5 hours or longer. So, they may have some suspicions, but no actual proof.

She's also getting tired of the secrecy, I mean she said "If someone ask if we're in a relationship, I'm saying yes." She even told me she'll tell her family if they ask about her love life.

I was thinking of talking to her about letting her family know around January. I mean, start the new year with a bang huh? She said she'll be dropping hints sometime this month. I swear though, I think her family is pretty dense. Phone calls till 3AM and I think her sister heard me call her "My love" and say "I love you"

Shit, all those signs with someone of the opposite gender should have garnered some attention. Either they're dense, don't care, or just pretend to not know. Maybe they think I'm gay? I mean, I have long hair......... fuck

That would be fucked up if she tells then I'm with her and they hit me with a "Thought you were gay"

Holy fuck that would suck, though that shouldn't happen. Her brother knows me, and my preferences in sexuality. Anyways, I'm just gonna be lonely waiting for her to message or call me. Hope you guys have a great day!

Sincerely: Calamity