Jo's Birthday.

So his Birthday is coming up. His family is asking for Mike, Vince, and I to go to their place for dinner. His Birthday is this coming friday. March 15.

His family, Vince, Mike, and I were planning to spend the day at the cemetery. Then have a little dinner gathering with family and friends. I mean, just a little get together.

He's supposed to turn 18 on the 15th of March. I mean, he was the youngest out of all of us. It was Vince, Mike, Me, then Jo. It's kinda funny because he was always the one who looked the oldest. Vince on the other hand looks like a boy even though he's 18. Well I guess, to older people. We are still just boys.

I also got back into writing music. Like actually writing full fledged songs. I guess writing music just has a way to help me. It makes me have an outlet to vent my emotions. Something to relay what I feel.

I miss him. And I admit, I took the time I had with him for granted. Though, I know that I take most things for granted. That's probably why my ex also left me. Or atleast one of the various reasons.

So yeah Jo's birthday passer, and it was great. His mom was so nice, and they had a cake with a 'Playstation 4' theme. I mean, we ate, we laughed, we talked about having something on graduation for him. It was fun, but sad. Happy, but weird. It was a whole plethora of emotion.

His mom also got a Jeep. She said that she promised him a Jeep. So she got him one. Though I'm worried. I mean Jo had a mad obsession with Jeeps, but I'm worried if his families ok. I mean the funeral cost a lot. The birthday stuff cost a couple hundred dollars. Then the Jeep. Then They're putting together money to buy a bunch of things for graduation to give to his friends. They're getting us shit. And I know it cost money!

I know they're doing this in memory of him, but I just wish everyone else thought about the cost. and how Jo's family will bear the burden

Sincerely: Calamity